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Friday, January 30, 2015

Review: Once Upon a Rose (La Vie en Rose #1) by Laura Florand


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Fleeing the spotlight, burnt out rock star Layla—“Belle”—Dubois seeks refuge in the south of France. That old, half-forgotten heritage in a valley of roses seems like a good place to soothe a wounded heart. She certainly doesn’t expect the most dangerous threat to her heart to pounce on her as soon as she sets foot on the land.

He wants them back.

Matt didn’t mean to growl at her quite that loudly. But—his roses! She can’t have his roses. Even if she does have all those curls and green eyes and, and, and…what was he growling about again?

Or maybe he just wants her.

When an enemy invades his valley and threatens his home, heart, and livelihood, Matthieu Rosier really knows only one way to defend himself.

It might involve kissing.

Review:

You know that question where you have to name what books you would take with you if you were stuck on an island? I can never seem to answer that. I love a lot of books for different reasons but probably not enough to be stuck reading them over and over.

But now I think I have my answer. Anything and everything by Laura Florand. If I had her books I could travel to Paris and the valley's of France, meet world class chefs, savor the best chocolates, run through a field of roses, fall in love.

There is just no other author whose writing captivates the senses and sweeps me away as Laura Florand does.

Once Upon a Rose takes us away from the Amour et Chocolat series and our beloved bossy pastry chefs with their decadent chocolates and whisks us away to the fields in the South of France. While I adore chocolate, I wasn’t sure I would be as invested in the perfume industry – but of course I was.

The La Vie en Rose series has the authors trademark grumpy heroes but I think this series has more of a sense of family to it. Whereas the chefs from the other series are adrift and alone, Matt and the upcoming heroes of this book, are anchored in tradition and family. Even if they don’t realize it yet.

Matt. *sigh* I loved him so so much. We meet him when he’s and tipsy, relaxed and happy at his 30th birthday party. Layla’s car has broken down and she stumbles into the party looking for assistance. He sweeps Layla up in a whirlwind of energy – open and kind. But then the next day he’s embarrassed by his behavior and stumbles trying to apologize and reestablish a connection with her until he finds out she’s an enemy to all that he’s tried to protect.

Layla is another lost soul, at a crossroads with her singing career. The pressure to crank out music and have another hit record has left her feeling empty and unsure of her place in the industry. She inherits a house in the French valley – more specifically - smack dab in Matt’s valley.

Matt and Layla are so different from each other and just shouldn't work. There were a few times I wasn’t sure how Florand could write her way out if it. Matt’s connection to his land and family is so deep – yet Layla needs to wander. It’s in her blood. How they could ever stay together and work out was a mystery to me but it works.

I loved how Matt is all growly and grumpy but also sweet and awkward. He gets mad at Layla – views her as the enemy - yet fixes the pipes and electricity in her (his) house. He tries to show off his buff body – yet gets tangled in his t-shirt and blushes frequently. Oh those blushes….

And I loved how Layla needs that house to restore herself yet realizes Matt might need it more. While most of this author’s heroes are all alpha (in a good way) I felt like it was Layla who was the alpha here. She may not have known Matt long and his family is quite intimidating but she has no problem calling them out when they might do or say things that hurt him. Matt needs that kind of person in his life.

This is just a really sweet, loving exploration of self, duty and family.

OK, I’m rambling now so let me just say SA-WOON. I loved it all! I’m as completely captivated by this series as I was with the the Amour et Chocolat series.

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Blog tour: Review & Giveaway: Never Surrender to a Scoundrel (One Scandalous Season #3) by Lily Dalton


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I’m thrilled to be on the Never Surrender to a Scoundrel Blog Tour today. I really loved this book and I’m looking forward to reading more by this author!

Check out my review & enter the giveaway!

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22046631A Reckless Desire

Lady Clarissa Bevington is in trouble. A reckless indiscretion has left her with two choices: ruin her family with the scandal of the Season, or marry Mr. Kincraig, the notorious scoundrel mistaken as her lover. Desperate and disgraced, Clarissa vows to love and cherish a veritable stranger, a man whose eyes smolder with danger—and undeniable desire

An Unexpected Arrangement

As an agent for the Crown, Lord Donovan Blackmer has spent the last two years guarding Clarissa's grandfather from an unknown assassin while disguised as the rakehell Kincraig. His mission may now be over, but his duty has just begun. Salvaging his beautiful, impetuous wife's virtue will cost him his fortune and his position as an officer—but it might save him from the ghosts that haunt his own past. When their marriage "in name only" leads to exquisite seduction, Donovan must risk the only thing he has left to lose . . . his heart.

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Review:

I’m not a huge fan of historical romance. I tend to like the unconventional stories with a lot of humor or ones that go against the uptight, societal grain. A request to review Never Surrender to a Scoundrel caught my eye mainly because the hero is posing as a rake but is really an agent for the crown. It sounded super sexy and intriguing. It was, but there was so much more to love about this story.


Lady Clarissa is a very different kind of heroine. She’s neither the typical virgin nor a feisty rebel. She’s  just a girl in love that finds herself in a very bad situation but has a strong sense of right, wrong and duty.

Lord Donovan finds himself accidentally coming to her rescue but at great risk to his future and all that he has spent years working for.

Things aren’t as the appear for either of them and what starts out as a misunderstanding - turned forced arrangement leads to friendship, respect and maybe even love.

Oh these two! Such a wonderful, complicated, unconventional, slow building romance. I was surprised at the path the author took for Clarissa and Donovan. I don’t think I’ve read anything like it before. I don’t want to say more because it would be too spoilery but I’ll just say that what they overcome shows a depth of character and loyalty that I adored reading about.

There’s a bit of mystery towards the end and while it ratcheted up the action, I thought the way it was resolved got a tad convoluted but not enough to take away from how much I loved it overall.

I definitely want to read more by this author in the future.

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 About Lily Dalton:

Lily Dalton grew up as an Army brat, moving from place to place. Her first stop           after relocating was always the local library, where she could hang out with familiar friends: Books! Lily has an English degree from Texas A & M University and after graduation worked as a legal assistant in the fields of accident reconstruction and litigation. She now lives in Houston, Texas, with her family. When she isn't at work on her next manuscript, she spends her time trying out new recipes, cheering on her favorite Texas football teams and collecting old dishes, vintage linens and other fine "junque" from thrift stores and flea markets. website | Facebook

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Monday, January 26, 2015

Mini’s: Mayhem by Jamie Shaw, The Science of Attraction by Verity Jacobs

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When college freshman Rowan Michaels meets gorgeous, up-and-coming rock star Adam Everest, she knows a player like him is the last thing she needs after her ex-boyfriend shattered her heart. But she can't stop thinking about the kiss they shared on his tour bus.

On the first day of school, Rowan is stunned when Adam saunters into her French class. He's soon failing miserably, and, on a whim, she offers to tutor him. But Adam doesn't recognize her as a makeup-free, glasses-clad college student—a far cry from the beautiful, mysterious "Peach" he met at his concert.
During a wild weekend on tour with the band, Rowan can't help falling for the sweet guy buried beneath Adam's rocker persona. Yet she knows she could never compete with the girls constantly throwing themselves at his feet. She'd just end up hurt … again.

Peach is all Adam thinks about, though, and when Rowan realizes this, she has a decision to make: stay just friends to protect her fragile heart … or reveal the truth about the night they met and admit she's fallen completely, hopelessly in love with him.

My thoughts: Fun – Cinderella-esque innocent girl meets man-whore rock star trope. This was lighter on the sex than most rock god stories out there right now and I enjoyed that. I need a little story with my sex. lol

Rowen is an innocent type but not in the naïve, cliché way. She knows what she wants and what she will or won’t accept from Adam in regards to a relationship.

Adam is – Adam. He’s not over the top perfect but you can see how he’s a good guy and why Rowen is drawn to him.

A few quibbles: The trophy gay best friend – to take on shopping trips! We know he's gay because - pink shoes! I thought we were past that guys. To be fair – that cliché gets dumped pretty quickly and the character is fleshed out but that intro made me cringe.

Rowen’s BFF Dee is a sexually confidant dynamo and I liked her a lot. However, every other girl in this book is either a skank or a whore because they want to sleep with the rock stars. So Dee and the guys can do whatever because Rowen sees more of their personalities but the other girls are whores? Double standard much?

Even with the minor issues this was one of the better rock star NA’s I’ve read.

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Kate Ramsey is at the top of her game.

She’s the hot new recruit at the most prestigious research institute in Germany, and she’s determined to live up to the hype — even if it means working day and night. Stress relief comes in the form of a no-nonsense affair with her neighbor, who also happens to be the director of the institute. Who says sex should be anything more than a contract between two people who have other things on their mind?

So when Tom Baker saunters into her life, Kate is understandably upset to see this well-oiled machine splutter and seize. Tom is young and smart, and far too pretty for his own good. Kate can’t help but be drawn to him, even if giving in to the attraction would mean risking everything she’s worked for.

My thoughts:
Fun, VERY sexy book. I think I was expecting a nerdy science geek for the hero and he wasn't so I was a teeny weeny bit disappointed. I like my awkward guys but Tom was smart, confidant and sweet in his pursuit of Kate. They did get geeky when hey talked science though so I take the geeky where I can get it!

There were a few complications with Kate's boss (& sometimes lover) but not in the typical annoying love triangle way. So LT haters fear not! That dynamic takes on whole other complication that has nothing to do with romance.

The sex was a bit too much for me and threatened to overtake the story at times but I would still recommend this one and look forward to reading the sequel – The Music of Temptation.

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Fit Readers Check-In #4


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My goals:

~ 3 days of toning (weights/resistance bands/or body weight)
~ 2 days of stretching/yoga (besides warm ups cool downs)
~ 2 –3 days cardio
~ 1 day adding something for a stubborn area – legs/butt/abs

January 18 – 24

Sunday- 30 minute low impact cardio/10 minutes standing abs pilates

Monday-  20 minutes upper body toning, 15 minutes yoga

Tuesday - 30 minute power walk cardio

Wednesday - 40 minute metabolic conditioning workout.

Thursday - 30 minute cardio, 1 mile walk

Friday -  15 minute upper body/ 15 minute lower body burn

Saturday - 15 minute cardio, 30 minute stretch

I'm at a weird place in my fitness goals. For the first time in my life I actually enjoy working out. Mostly because I stopped trying to be Jillian Michaels - forcing myself to do workouts I hated or that hurt my back/knees. Lower impact works for me and I feel better after and I hate taking a day off now.

But….because of that I'm not getting enough stretching in and I have the tightening muscles to prove it. While I like the strength I’m gaining, I had also wanted to focus on flexibility. So that's my goal for the upcoming week. Take two days off from cardio/strength and just stretch or do yoga. (Which I made myself do today – but with cardio lol)

Thursday, January 22, 2015

Review: Positive: A Memoir by Paige Rawl with Ali Benjamin



20306819In this compelling and compulsively readable memoir, nineteen-year-old Paige Rawl tells the story of how she was mercilessly bullied in middle school...and how she overcame the ordeal to change her world for the better.

In this astonishing memoir, Paige tells a story that is both deeply personal and completely universal—one that will resonate deeply with the thousands of children and adults whose lives have been touched by bullying.

Paige Rawl has been HIV positive since birth…but growing up, she never felt like her illness defined her. It never prevented her from entering beauty pageants or playing soccer or making the honor role.

On an unremarkable day in middle school, while attempting to console a friend, Paige disclosed her HIV-positive status—and within hours the bullying began. She was called "PAIDS," first in whispers, then out in the open. Her soccer coach joked that she was an asset because opposing team members would be too afraid to touch her. Her guidance counselor told her to stop all the “drama,” and her principal said she couldn’t protect her. One night, desperate for escape, Paige swallowed fifteen sleeping pills—one for each year of her life to date. That could have been the end of her story. Instead, it was only the beginning.

The gripping first-person account of Paige’s life will pull in even the most reluctant readers of nonfiction, and her call to action to choose compassion over cruelty will stay with them long after they turn the last page.

Goodreads | Source: ARC provided by Harper Collins via BEA

Review:

What struck me the most is Paige Rawl's brightness - for lack of a better word. Despite growing up HIV positive - taking meds every day, constant visits to the hospital - she's a happy kid who has big hopes and dreams for her future. She's so outgoing, vibrant and kind and it was sad to see that light slowly snuffed out by cruelty.

As tough as it was to read about what Paige's supposed best friends did to her after finding out her HIV status, it was really difficult to wrap my head around the adult reactions. These are the people meant to protect her - and they failed in every way possible.

Paige had a horrible experience but was lucky to have people who stood by her and she also has a wonderful, fierce mom (I bet she has a fascinating story to tell). We’re lucky Paige is so willing to share her experiences to help others. She struggles to decide how much anger to hang on to. Anger can push you forward to make changes but it can also hold you back, making you fearful to live life.

This was a surprisingly light and hopeful read despite the subject matter. Rawl does a wonderful job describing both the ups and downs, explaining HIV/AIDS and tying it together with the recent cases of bullying currently making headlines.

Positive is a YA novel but I would really love if more adults would read it. There are a lot of people who use fear of the unknown to treat people poorly and Positive shows how that kind of rhetoric effects real people's lives.

Positive:

“Are we so convinced that our world is just, that it’s fair, that we can be sure that people are always, somehow, to blame for everything bad that strikes them? Is there no such thing as bad luck?

Or, maybe it’s the opposite. Maybe we’re so afraid of bad luck that we punish those who have it – punish them ruthlessly – as a defense against any bad luck that might strike us. Or maybe we’re at once so tribal, and so insecure, that we only know that we’re inside a group by punishing someone ese outside.

Or, who knows, perhaps it all comes down to this: humans are afraid of what they don’t understand. And we are at our absolute worse when we are afraid.

I don’t know. I don’t expect I’ll ever know.
I just know it has to stop.”

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Giveaway! In His Keeping (Slow Burn #2) by Maya Banks

Hey everyone!

The wonderful people over at Harper Collins are giving away 1 copy (paperback) of Maya Banks In His Keeping – the second book in her Slow Burn trilogy to one lucky follower.

This giveaway is open to US and Canadian residents.


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#1 bestselling author Maya Banks continues her suspenseful and steamy Slow Burn trilogy with this second book-a twisting tale featuring a strong yet vulnerable heroine in danger and the sexy alpha hero who must save her.

Abandoned as a baby to a young wealthy couple and raised in a world of privilege, Arial has no hint of her past or who she belonged to. Her only link lies in the one thing that sets her apart from everyone else—telekinetic powers. Protected by her adoptive parents and hidden from the public to keep her gift secret, Ari is raised in the lap of luxury, and isolation. That is, until someone begins threatening her life.

Beau Devereaux is no stranger to the strange. As the head of Deveraux Security, he’s more than familiar with the realities of physic powers. So when a family friend approaches him about protecting his daughter, he’s more than ready to jump on board. What Beau isn’t prepared for is the extent of his attraction to his beautiful and powerful client. What began as a simple assignment, just another job, quickly turns personal as Beau discovers he’ll do anything at all to protect Ari. Even if it costs him his life.


Publication date: January 27, 2015



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Monday, January 19, 2015

Review: The Darkest Part of the Forest by Holly Black



20958632Children can have a cruel, absolute sense of justice. Children can kill a monster and feel quite proud of themselves. A girl can look at her brother and believe they’re destined to be a knight and a bard who battle evil. She can believe she’s found the thing she’s been made for.

Hazel lives with her brother, Ben, in the strange town of Fairfold where humans and fae exist side by side. The faeries’ seemingly harmless magic attracts tourists, but Hazel knows how dangerous they can be, and she knows how to stop them. Or she did, once.

At the center of it all, there is a glass coffin in the woods. It rests right on the ground and in it sleeps a boy with horns on his head and ears as pointed as knives. Hazel and Ben were both in love with him as children. The boy has slept there for generations, never waking.

Until one day, he does…

As the world turns upside down, Hazel tries to remember her years pretending to be a knight. But swept up in new love, shifting loyalties, and the fresh sting of betrayal, will it be enough?

Goodreads | Source: ARC provided by the publisher via BEA in exchange for my honest review

Review:
I feel like I should review this book in two separate parts. The first half felt like a disjointed mess of genres – part fairy tale, part fae mythology, part contemporary – which is fine, but it kept jumping jarringly between the three and I couldn’t get a handle on which direction the story was trying to go. If it wasn’t for my overwhelming curiosity about the horned boy sleeping in the glass coffin, I probably would have thrown in the towel.

I’m so glad I didn’t because when it finally does tie everything together, it’s in such a beautiful, original way that is about more than mere mythology or romance.

I really dislike reading about the fae. There are so many rules and trickery that it ends up so twisty that I just don’t give a damn either way. If I ever got captured by the fae. I would rather they just killed me than jump through all those hoops. lol

However, Black’s blend of fairytales and fae mythology worked really well together because The Darkest Part of the Forest is about characters and relationships. About growing up, forgiveness and choices. I loved how she set up what appeared to be a unique love triangle of sorts between a brother and sister and the horned boy but turned it into something complex and beautiful. (& NOT a love triangle!)

Final thoughts: There’s so much more I want to say but it would all be pretty spoilery so if you can make it past the somewhat meandering first half - could be because of my dislike of fae - the second half was really strong with a great blend of action, storytelling and wonderfully written relationships. Both familial and romantic.

And I LOVED that ending.

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Fit Readers Check-In #3


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My goals:

~ 3 days of toning (weights/resistance bands/or body weight)
~ 2 days of stretching/yoga (besides warm ups cool downs)
~ 2 –3 days cardio
~ 1 day adding something for a stubborn area – legs/butt/abs

Check-In for January 11 – 17th:

Sunday- 30 minute cardio/30 minute yoga

Monday-  30 minutes ballet cardio and 15 minutes stretching

Tuesday - 30 minute cardio - lower body toning

Wednesday - 15 minute cardio/15 arm toning

Thursday - 40 minute cardio walk/abs

Friday -  30 minute cardio

Saturday - day off

Workouts were good and on target with my goals but I ate lots of bad stuff like pizza and cheesecake (The Cheesecake Factory) & P.F. Changs.

Oh well – we’re all entitled to a few lapses in judgment. lol


Thursday, January 15, 2015

Mini’s: Paper or Plastic, Sick, A List of Things That Didn’t Kill Me

A few reviews for books that didn’t quite work for me but hopefully will find their intended reader Smile



22249447Paper or Plastic by Vivi Barnes

Release date: February 3, 2015 – Goodreads

Source: ARC provided by Entangled Teen in exchange for an honest review.

Welcome to SmartMart, where crime pays minimum wage

Busted. Alexis Dubois just got caught shoplifting a cheap tube of lipstick at the local SmartMart. She doesn’t know what’s worse—disappointing her overbearing beauty-pageant-obsessed mother for the zillionth time…or her punishment. Because Lex is forced to spend her summer working at the store, where the only things stranger than the staff are the customers.

Now Lex is stuck in the bizarro world of big-box retail. Coupon cutters, jerk customers, and learning exactly what a “Code B” really is (ew). And for added awkwardness, her new supervisor is the totally cute—and adorably geeky—Noah Grayson. Trying to balance her out-of-control mother, her pitching position on the softball team, and her secret crush on the school geek makes for one crazy summer. But ultimately, could the worst job in the world be the best thing that ever happened to her?

My thoughts: Paper or Plastic is a cute story filled with great messages about family and responsibility, but never really took off for me. The romance was sweet but kind of blah and I did have issues with Alexis’s *friends*. They’re not really all that great IMO. Especially Court (who instigates the trouble in the first place then bails) & Bryce (who never really gets called on his bullsh*t). Why does she stay friends with them?

The ending was kind of far fetched and seemed like a way to rush to the tidy ending but if you’re looking for a lighter read with interesting characters with normal teenage struggles, this might be the book for you.

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SickMechfinalSick by Tom Leveen

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Breakfast Club meets The Walking Dead as a group of unlikely allies tries to survive a deadly outbreak.

Brian and his friends are not part of the cool crowd. They’re the misfits and the troublemakers—the ones who jump their high school’s fence to skip class regularly. So when a deadly virus breaks out, they’re the only ones with a chance of surviving.

The virus turns Brian’s classmates and teachers into bloodthirsty attackers who don’t die easily. The whole school goes on lockdown, but Brian and his best friend, Chad, are safe (and stuck) in the theater department—far from Brian’s sister, Kenzie, and his ex-girlfriend with a panic attack problem, Laura. Brian and Chad, along with some of the theater kids Brian had never given the time of day before, decide to find the girls and bring them to the safety of the theater. But it won’t be easy, and it will test everything they thought they knew about themselves and their classmates.

My thoughts: I read a lot of zombie novels so there wasn’t much here that was new or fresh to me. I was hoping for more of the Breakfast Club vibe that was suggested in the synopsis but it didn’t really play out that way. Everything was moving too fast for the relationships to develop that way.

Even so, Sick is a fast paced, gore fest for zombie fans or those who would like to give the genre a try.

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21469077A List of Things That Didn’t Kill Me by Jason Schmidt

Goodreads | Source: Arc provided by Farrar, Straus and Giroux in exchange for an honest review

How does a good kid overcome a bad childhood? Jason Schmidt's searing debut memoir explores that question with unflinching clarity and wit, in the tradition of Jeannette Walls’ The Glass Castle.

Jason Schmidt wasn't surprised when he came home one day during his junior year of high school and found his father, Mark, crawling around in a giant pool of blood. Things like that had been happening a lot since Mark had been diagnosed with HIV, three years earlier.

Jason’s life with Mark was full of secrets—about drugs, crime, and sex. If the straights—people with normal lives—ever found out any of those secrets, the police would come. Jason’s home would be torn apart. So the rule, since Jason had been in preschool, was never to tell the straights anything.

A List of Things That Didn’t Kill Me is a funny, disturbing memoir full of brutal insights and unexpected wit that explores the question: How do you find your moral center in a world that doesn't seem to have one?

My thoughts: DNF – I stopped at around the 100 page mark.

I might give it a try again at a later date.

A List of Things That Didn’t Kill Me is a memoir and I do like that the author acknowledges that he is an unreliable narrator at times but then it makes it difficult to understand what is true or not. I did try to approach it as a broader childhood experience rather than specific events. I have many friends who unfortunately had similar experiences growing up.

However, I just couldn't get in to the writing style. There's a story - then we move on. Next story and so on and it feels a little disjointed. Like I said, I might come back to it because maybe I wasn't in the right frame of mind for reading this yet.

From what I did manage to read, I would recommend it to people leading (or that have led) harsh, unconventional childhoods that feel isolated or alone. It may help to read about someone who made it through and out the other side.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Earworm: Years & Years, Big Data





My current earworms are…

My picks this week are more upbeat than my usual emo fare lol

Years & Years – Desire

I really love this bands lyrics. Check out their other videos on YouTube


Big Data (feat. White Sea) - The Business of Emotion


Monday, January 12, 2015

Review: The Boy Next Door by Katie Van Ark


21853719Maddy Spier has been in love with the boy next door forever. As his figure skating partner she spends time in his arms every day. But she’s also seen his arms around other girls—lots of other girls.

Gabe can't imagine skating with anyone but Maddy, and together they have a real chance at winning some serious gold medals. So, he’s determined to keep thinking of her like a sister. After all, he’s never had a romantic relationship that lasted for more than two weeks.

But when their coach assigns a new romantic skating program, everything changes. Will this be the big break that Maddy’s been hoping for or the big breakup that Gabe has always feared?

Goodreads | Source: ARC provided by publisher in exchange for my honest review

Review:
I think I suffered from a bit from expectations vs. reality with this book. The Boy Next Door has a really adorable, romantic cover, a friends to more trope and is published under Macmillan’s Swoon Reads imprint. There is a certain promise of romance and swoon there that didn’t really pan out for me.

There’s a lot to like though so let me start there. I loved Maddy and Gabe’s friendship. They have an easy way about them, even when things get awkward as their relationship changes. Their long term partnership on the ice helps you feel their connection and understand why a romance might complicate that. I liked Maddy. She’s a very upfront, honest girl and I found her to be refreshing. I really loved the inclusion of family and active parents that were complex and interesting in their own right.

Where this book falters is with Gabe. Gabe fights his attraction to Maddy because he doesn’t want it to change their friendship. I get that. He also used to be a player and his feelings for Maddy are more than just sex and he just doesn’t know how to deal with more than the physical so he bumbles his way through most of the book. I think Van Ark wrote a way more honest depiction of a teenage boy than we usually get in YA. I see a lot of “why can’t *real* boys be like YA boys?” Um…because they're fictional. Real people screw up. Gabe makes a lot of mistakes and I’m ok with that. But…his lack of respect for and his actions towards Maddy – someone he’s supposed to care about – were just too much for me after a while. There wasn’t enough good to overcome the bad. I never really understood Maddy’s complete and total devotion to him. I get that she loves him but for me, as a reader, to believe in their romance and happy ending, I needed more from Gabe than a last minute big gesture. There isn’t enough to explain Gabe’s fears/behavior away or enough to explain why Maddy loves him to that level.

I think if you go into this book not expecting the big swoons you might like it more. It seemed to me that The Boy Next Door tried to have it both ways. It was a messy (realistic) relationship – but didn’t delve deep enough into the reasons, but also wanted that cute friends to more trope – that didn’t quite work because of Gabe’s actions.

Overall, a cute story but not quite a fluffy and romantic as advertised.

Saturday, January 10, 2015

#FitReaders–Check-in #2


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My goals:

~ 3 days of toning (weights/resistance bands/or body weight)
~ 2 days of stretching/yoga (besides warm ups cool downs)
~ 2 –3 days cardio
~ 1 day adding something for a stubborn area – legs/butt/abs

Check-In for January 4 – 10th:

Sunday- Armed and Dangerous - 20 minute workout, walk 1 mile

Monday- 15 minute cardio - 1 mile walk

Tuesday - 40 minute cardio walk with lower body/abs body weight toning

Wednesday - rest day (& a massage - ahhhh)

Thursday - 15 minutes body weight toning, 20 min cardio, 1 mile walk

Friday - 30 minutes cardio toning

Saturday – 30 minute upper body toning, 10 minute abs, 1 mile walk

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I didn’t stretch or do yoga this week so I missed that goal but I’ll count the massage towards that. lol

I did meet all my other targets for the week.

I’m starting to get a sore throat and I’m hoping it’s not the flu because that will derail me big time. With everything!

How have you all done this week?

I’m curious – if you don’t go to a gym what DVD’s or online workouts or other things do you use?

I have a few Jillian Michael (& a few others) DVD’s that I use in moderation, because sometimes her workouts are too hard on my back/knees. I’ve mostly been doing Jessica Smith TV’s YouTube videos. There’s a good variety from low impact – to high intensity. As I said I need the lower impact options. Plus a lot of 10 minute workouts to squeeze in if you’re busy.

I also have the dreaded beast – aka: the elliptical machine which I use as a last resort but it’s a good low impact, cardio workout.

Friday, January 9, 2015

Review: Off Campus (Bend or Break #1) by Amy Jo Cousins



22857416Everyone’s got secrets. Some are just harder to hide.

With his father’s ponzi scheme assets frozen, Tom Worthington believes finishing college is impossible unless he can pay his own way. After months sleeping in his car and gypsy-cabbing for cash, he’s ready to do just that.
But his new, older-student housing comes with an unapologetically gay roommate. Tom doesn’t ask why Reese Anders has been separated from the rest of the student population. He’s just happy to be sleeping in a bed.

Reese isn’t about to share his brutal story with his gruff new roommate. You’ve seen one homophobic jock, you’ve seen ’em all. He plans to drag every twink on campus into his bed until Tom moves out. But soon it becomes clear Tom isn’t budging.

Tom isn’t going to let some late-night sex noise scare him off, especially when it’s turning him on. But he doesn’t want any drama either. He’ll keep his hands, if not his eyes, to himself. Boundaries have a way of blurring when you start sharing truths, though. And if Tom and Reese cross too many lines, they may need to find out just how far they can bend…before they break.

Warning: This book contains cranky roommates who vacillate between lashing out and licking, some male/male voyeurism, emotional baggage that neither guy wants to unpack, and the definitive proof that sound carries in college housing.

Goodreads | Source: Purchased

Review: This book really shouldn’t have worked for me – angst galore, some voyeurism - but it was so so so well done that it ended up being a last minute addition to my 2014 favorites list. (I read it December 30th)

First of all, Off Campus is funny as hell. From Reese trying to shock Tom with his gayness out of being his roommate , to Tom’s best friend Cash’s well intentioned, but no filter verbal diarrhea and Reese’s feisty BFF Steph, I could not stop laughing. There are a lot of stand out characters in addition to Tom and Reece.

Then and most importantly to me, it handles a very sensitive issue with the respect it deserves. Reese has been through something very traumatic and it doesn’t go away because he talks to, falls in love with, or has sex with Tom. It’s so beautifully written I could cry. And hug Tom for the way he is so gentle with and protective of Reese. Tom has issues as well – in fact they end up being even more crippling than Reese’s at times but again – it’s not glossed over or easily resolved.

I hate when sex solves all in romances. I’m not gonna lie. There’s a LOT of sex in Off Campus. Really hot sex. But that’s not enough to fix everything. Loved that! The sex is a really important give & take between the two men that is about trust, love and commitment. It was very emotional. These two really work for their HEA.

There’s also more to the story than the romance. It’s kind of everything I wish more NA would be about. The struggle to find your place in the world, shifting friendships and that limbo land of still needing to rely on others but also needing to strike out on your own.

Both Reese and Tom f*cked up a lot but they were both truly nice guys who tried to push through their bullshit to be better people. For themselves and for each other. I can’t say enough good things about his book.

*Right after finishing this one I picked up Five Dates (freebie) by Cousins and although super short, it was really good. If you want to give her writing a try first check it out.

Thursday, January 8, 2015

Review: Suspicion by Alexandra Monir



22533415A modern-day twist on the classic thriller, Rebecca, with a dash of the supernatural, a powerful romance, and a deadly family mystery.

“There’s something hidden in the maze.”

Seventeen-year-old Imogen Rockford has never forgotten the last words her father said to her, before the blazing fire that consumed him, her mother, and the gardens of her family’s English country manor.

For seven years, images of her parents’ death have haunted Imogen’s dreams. In an effort to escape the past, she leaves Rockford Manor and moves to New York City with her new guardians. But some attachments prove impossible to shake—including her love for her handsome neighbor Sebastian Stanhope.

Then a life-altering letter arrives that forces Imogen to return to the manor in England, where she quickly learns that dark secrets lurk behind Rockford’s aristocratic exterior. At their center is Imogen herself—and Sebastian, the boy she never stopped loving.


Combining spine-tingling mystery, romance, and unforgettable characters, Suspicion is an action-packed thrill ride.

Goodreads | Source: Finished copy provided by the publisher in exchange for my honest review

Review:
I had read quite a few 1 star reviews for this book. I was kind of terrified to read it. Also, I’ve never read Rebecca. I’m not sure if that’s a good thing (as most of the negative reviews were as a result of comparing it to the original) or a bad thing (I had no idea what was going & maybe I would have if I read Rebecca).

Suspicion is a thriller with paranormal elements, romance and a bit of princess makeover thrown in. I’ve read several books this year that have tried to combine mystery with other elements – Made for You by Melissa Marr and Black Ice by Becca Fitzpatrick come to mind.

I find when there are more than 2 or 3 different genres/themes mixed together, the bigger story starts to fall apart and that happened here.

We meet 10 year old Imogen Rockford as her family visits the Rockford Manor. This sets up her relationship with her cousin Lucia, her crush on family friend Sebastian, the class differences aspect and the paranormal elements.

After a tragic event at the manor during that visit we shift to 7 years later. Imogen’s parents are dead and she’s living happily with her adoptive family in NYC. She receives word that the last of the remaining Rockford’s have passed away and she’s now the sole heir and needs to return to the estate to takeover.

I don’t know. I enjoyed each separate thing in regards to Suspicion. Imogen needs to take lessons to be lady of the manor, her unusual powers spark to life once she arrives, she’s reunited with her friend/crush Sebastian, there’s a murder mystery, possibly ghosts. Separately it’s all kind of cool but all together in one book? Not so much. No one thing has time to be developed and then the twist ending throws even the meager world building into chaos.

Like I mentioned earlier - I haven't read Rebecca - so maybe it needed to end that way but there were so many better directions it could have gone in.

I didn’t dislike it as much as some readers did – I was entertained and read it it one evening but I find that a lot of these genre mash-ups just don’t work for me.

*You can check out my friend Jen’s review over at YA Romantics. She has read Rebecca and has a breakdown comparing the two if you need a little help deciding if this book is for you.

P.S. That cover is gorgeous in real life!

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Earworm: George Ezra




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George Ezra

I first heard of George Ezra on the radio singing his hit single Budapest. I like that song but it wasn’t a favorite. Then I heard Coat of Armour and fell in love.

So I go to look up my video for the post and I stumble upon – George Ezra. Duh. Of course you did Karen don’t be stupid I hear you saying. lol But – he was not at all what I was picturing. His voice is so deep and powerful – I just wasn’t expecting someone so young (he’s 21).

* Just found out Ezra is the opening act for the Hozier concert I'm going to in March!

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Blame it on Me (I like the lyrics for this song)



I LOVE this video - so adorable (Ian Mckellen is in it!) - (Vevo won't let me embed)

Monday, January 5, 2015

Review: This Shattered World (Starbound #2) by Amie Kaufman and Meagan Spooner


13138734The second installment in the epic Starbound trilogy introduces a new pair of star-crossed lovers on two sides of a bloody war.

Jubilee Chase and Flynn Cormac should never have met.

Lee is captain of the forces sent to Avon to crush the terraformed planet's rebellious colonists, but she has her own reasons for hating the insurgents.
Rebellion is in Flynn's blood. Terraforming corporations make their fortune by recruiting colonists to make the inhospitable planets livable, with the promise of a better life for their children. But they never fulfilled their promise on Avon, and decades later, Flynn is leading the rebellion.

Desperate for any advantage in a bloody and unrelentingly war, Flynn does the only thing that makes sense when he and Lee cross paths: he returns to base with her as prisoner. But as his fellow rebels prepare to execute this tough-talking girl with nerves of steel, Flynn makes another choice that will change him forever. He and Lee escape the rebel base together, caught between two sides of a senseless war.

Goodreads  | Source: ARC via BEA

Review:
This Shattered World has such a different feel than These Broken Stars. TBS’s was more of an action packed thrill ride with a sweeping romance while TSW is a more thought provoking story filled with romantic tension – yet the romance isn’t the focal point – more of a catalyst for Jubilee and Flynn’s character growth.

I am absolutely in love with Jubilee Chase. She’s one of the best YA heroines I’ve read in a long time. She’s strong yet shows such vulnerability that you can’t help but feel for the horrible ethical/moral choices thrust upon her. She doesn’t always make the right choice at first but she is loyal, brave and stands up to do the right thing – even when it’s not easy.

Jubilee and Flynn’s relationship goes from enemies to frenemies to maybe something more but both of them realize the implications and while their longing is palpable, they keep their eyes on solving the bigger picture. This is a heart wrenching yet low key star-crossed romance.

This Shattered World, although an entirely different story than These Broken Stars, in both location and tone, ties in elements to bring the two stories together and set up next story in the Starbound series. It was really well done. Expect a few awesome cameos (Tarver!).

As much as I enjoyed it, I do have a few nitpicks.

Some of the conflict/action scenes felt repetitive after a while. How many times can you get beat up/run away etc…?

The interludes (Tarver’s interrogation) from book #1 really worked for me. They added to Tarver and Lilac’s story but the interludes in TSW just kept pulling me out of the story and left me scratching my head. There is a big reveal at the end but they made so little sense until that point I found them to more of a distraction.Honestly, I wished I skipped them.

Sure, I had a few quibbles but I did really enjoy this installment. What a fantastic series. I love how each book explores a new side of war while still tying it all together with LaRoux Industries, Tarver and Lilac. It’s a whole new world and couple but they build nicely on the story before it.

Saturday, January 3, 2015

#FitReaders Check-In #1


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#FitReaders is hosted by The Geeky Blogger and That’s What I’m Talking About

I’m really not someone who does well with challenges so I didn’t join #FitReaders (formally known as #BookBlogWalkers) last year. But I did find myself motivated to get moving on the days I saw their tweets in my timeline or after reading their weekly check-in posts. On a day that I otherwise would have done nothing – I got up and did the elliptical or walked a few miles. This group feels more motivational than competitive and I need that.

Honestly, I don’t need to lose weight, but I am turning 50 in April so I have a few things I want to focus on. Keeping muscle tone and bone density, flexibility, balance and cardio and a few problem areas (two words – cottage cheese – you know what I mean ladies).

I had back troubles for most of 2014 that kept me from being able to do most exercises. When I got that under control I ended up with knee problems. So I’m not going to be doing any high intensity (HIIT training) or plyometrics. I just can’t without ending up in pain for a week so slow and steady it will be.

My goals are:

~ 3 days of toning (weights/resistance bands/or body weight)
~ 2 days of stretching/yoga (besides warm ups cool downs)
~ 2 –3 days cardio
~ 1 day adding something for a stubborn area – legs/butt/abs

Obviously some of that will overlap.

My first weekly check-in for 2015! 

(includes a few days from 2014 :-)

Monday – 40 minutes low impact cardio, 10 minutes lower body, 1 mile walk

Tuesday – 30 minutes yoga, 1 mile walk

Wednesday – 35 minutes strength, 1 mile walk

Thursday - 20 minutes cardio/abs, 20 minute stretch, 1 mile walk

Friday – 40 minutes yoga/body weight strength training, 1 mile walk

Friday, January 2, 2015

Happy New Year – January Pick Your Book Giveaway!


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You can win any ONE book up to $15.00 value as long as it is released during the month of January.

Here are a few ideas to get you started but you can pick whatever book you want – as long as it releases in January...

FairestThe Five Stages of Andrew BrawleyPerfect Couple
EnsnaredAll Fall DownWe Can Work It Out
Bound by Flames1418838237580The Way We Bared Our Souls

The winner will be announced on February 1st on this post - on the rafflecopter form and notified by email. Winner has 48 hours to respond or I will pick another winner.

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To enter – fill out the Rafflecopter form and answer the question – What book book are you most looking forward to in January?

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