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Friday, March 13, 2026

Fake it until you make it - where I make myself blog until I can blog lol

I'm going to plod through this blogging comeback until I get in the groove again lol Bear with me as muddle through. 

I struggle so hard just to get a post going and I've decided to make myself do at least one a week even if I don't really have much to say and, hopefully, it will get easier and easier.  

So today's ramblings are about the weather and our winter travels.

I HATE PNW winters but we've had a surprisingly mild one this year. In fact, I've found myself hoping for more rain (& snow in the mountains) because the lack of will hurt us in the summer - especially if we have any heatwaves. The fire danger will be bad. 

For the past few days we've had an atmospheric river which has dumped almost 4 inches of rain. Be careful what you wish for, I guess! We do need the rain but it's also bringing flooding and landslides so...

Which is a long winded way to bring me back to sunnier winter days. We got to stay at Sea & Sand RV Park  a few times this winter. It's always booked solid from spring until winter and is $$$$. Winter is too cold wet and rainy to bother but, because of the mild - even unusually warm and sunny weather, we got in a few weekends there! The sunset were spectacular and it was really quiet. We pretty much had the beach to ourselves.

There was even a sunset proposal below us on the beach. Everyone was watching and cheered when she accepted and the couple seemed stunned that anyone was looking - but they did set it up right below about 20 RV's lol 

Beach sunset with orange skies and waves washing up on the shore making grooves in the sand

SUNSET

Surfer holding surfboard looking out at the ocean at sunrise

SUNRISE (not me surfing lol)

A man on his knee with a black dog, proposing to a standing woman, on the beach. A white blanket and pillows, flowers and candles set up in the foregorund

THE PROPOSAL


How is your winter going? Is spring coming in like a lion or going out like a lamb?



Thursday, February 26, 2026

Tell Me Something Tuesday: Spring - to read - or not to read...this is the question

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Question: Which books are you looking forward to reading this spring?

Answer: I am HORRIBLE at planning my reads. I'm a mood reader and haven't been reading much at all. However, I seem *whispers* to be reading more lately. So, instead of trying to predict which books I'll read, I figured I would spotlight the audiobooks I've downloaded from libro.fm and their ALC program (advance listening copy).



Have you read or are interested in any of these? I've read E. Lockhart and Tiffany D. Jackson before and I've seen the Matt Dinniman series everywhere (I have the first book of the series on Kindle). The rest are just shots int he dark. I'm usually all over the place with genre when it comes to audiobooks.  

What's on you spring reading list? 




Wednesday, February 11, 2026

Hellooooooooo

 

heart shaped red potato in a yellow bin at the farmers market

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! 

This is a pic of a potato from our local farmers market and seemed appropriate for the upcoming holiday. I see a heart - Kevin sees bunny ears and a few Instagram followers saw...something else lol

What do you see?

Long time no blog!

I've been away for a LONG time! My last post was July 2025 when I did a mid-year update for my audiobook challenge. 

So what have I been up to? Does anyone care? Is anyone still reading this or any blogs? I went through my blog roll and deleted another 5 blogs that no longer post or have officially quit. I'm still holding hope out for Greg  You still out there Greg - or does anyone know how he is?

Anyhoo...

Reading: It's still a bit of a slog but more than I expected for 2025. I read a total of 25 books (you can check out what books here) Almost all were on audio. I still can't multitask while listening but I also can't sit still to read anymore so it works lol Genre wise - I'm ALL over the place.

Life: Things are moving along. If you recall, we bought a camper van last year and have been traveling around the PNW for long weekends. My plan was to sort of abandon this blog and start a new travel one. I did start the other one but abandoned both. As is my way lol

The adventures have been a balm to my soul though. Just getting away from the internet, life drama and go out in nature has been one of the best things we've done. We belong to a program called Harvest Hosts where you stay at places like farms, breweries, wineries for one night free. We do that instead of RV parks and we've met really incredible hosts with such interesting stories. I'll have to tell a few some time but it re-centers me every time we go on one of these trips. And the dogs love it! I think they think the van is a giant crate and we are now a pack lol

Blogging: The blog turned 16!!!! this past December. A huge accomplishment, even if it's not what it used to be or isn't as active, No matter how bored/irritated/insert adjective I get with it - I always end up missing it and wanting to come back. So that's something. 

Going forward: I'm clearly horrible about planning anything for this blog. I don't read much, don't have any interest in writing formal reviews anymore. I post a lot about my life on IG, so it feels weird to repeat it here to an even smaller audience but again...I miss it so I think I'm going to start posting small snippets of stuff. Maybe what I'm reading or what I just finished reading, a show I'm watching or pics from a trip I just took. 

If you are so inclined, stop by and read/comment. I do try to visit all of you when I can but it's, admittedly, much less than I used to - but I have missed you all. 

Tell me - what have you all been up to? Any blogs that you would recommend to build up my follow list again? It can be for books, hobbies, travel - anything that sounds interesting!

Thursday, July 10, 2025

2025 Audiobook Challenge Mid-Year Check-In


It’s the half-way mark for 2025 and time to check in on our Audiobook Challenge. This event is hosted by Caffeinated Reviewer and That’s What I’m Talking About. Are you on target? Perhaps you are ahead or fear all is lost? Check-in and be sure to enter the mid-year giveaway.

Just a refresher on 2025 Achievement Levels.

Achievement Levels

    • Newbie (I’ll give it a try) 1-5
    • Weekend Warrior (I’m getting the hang of this) 5-10
    • Stenographer (can listen while multitasking) 10-15
    • Socially Awkward (Don’t talk to me) 15-20
    • Binge Listener (Why read when someone can do it for you) 20-30
    • My Precious (I had my earbuds surgically implanted) 30+
    • Marathoner (Look Ma No Hands) 50+
    • Over-Achiever (Power Listener) 75+
    • The 100 Club (Audiobook Addict) 100+
    • I Can’t Hear You (earbuds always in) 125-150
    • Audibly Addicted (listening to all the books 24/7) 150+

It's been a minute (actually, since May 7th) since I've last posted, but here I am, managing to post an update to my audiobook challange - which I'm acutally doing pretty well with!

I've listened to 12 books (2 - The Usual Mayhem is a DNF - too silly for me & The Glass Girl - DNFFN - good but not in the mood for this one atm).

I was aiming for Weekend Warrior but I have made it to Stenogropher level. Even though I really can't multitask while listening lol & it looks like I might make it to Socially Awkward (now that's me!).

The rest have all been winners. I wish I was in the mood to write reviews because there were a few here that I really loved and would want to say more about but...alas - I am being a summer slug lol Maybe one day the urge will hit.

Topic detour while you're here.....

So, I have a little bit of blog-ish news. Kevin and I bought a travel van and plan on taking extended/long weekend type trips with the dogs and I started a blog to post pics, talk about my travels. 

I feel - and have felt this for a long time - like I've outgrown FWIW and book blogging and want to start something completely new. I have the domain and all that but haven't set anything up yet but I will keep you all posted, if you are interested at all in following along. I will still talk books sometimes. Probably a wrap-up once a month.

I do have an IG account set up - @shamble_on (a nod to Kevin's love of Led Zepplin: Ramble On & zombies: shamblers IYKYK) and hope to start posting soon. Our first overnight will be at an alpaca farm lol 

I hope you are all having a good summer!

Wednesday, May 7, 2025

Spring has sprung!

My posting groove took a nosedive again. Oops lol

Spring has finally sprung and I have been out and about with dogs and gardening. This is my favorite time of year and I try to absorb all the good sunshine vibes while I can.

So what have I been up to? So glad you asked!

We saved a bee - well, Ripley saved a bee (or she found it and we provided food and shelter for it's recovery). It was on our living room carpet, slowly crawling across when Ripley found it. I don't know why but she likes bees lol We have a very docile species out here called Mason Bees and she is always investigating them and there she was - worrying over this little bee. (which is funny because she's normally an evil little dog lol). We took it outside and placed it on the only thing blooming at the time - our rosemary - and waited for pollen and sunshine to do it's thing. It did seem to revive and start feeding in the morning, so hopefully it went on it's merry way. 

a blooming rosemary shrub with a mason bee resting in a flower

We had the best sundaes at a place called Sugarpine Drive-in. It's out in the Gorge area of Oregon and they have great food but their monthly rotating sundaes are next level. 

I had the Coffee and Baklava - vanilla soft serve with Arabic coffee caramel, cinnamon-toasted filo crisps, crushed walnuts, pistachio, cocoa nib, whipped Arabic coffee cream.
 
Kevin had the Strawberry Ridge - a mix of strawberry/almond soft serve, lemon ricotta shortbread bites, basil whips.

2 ice cream sundaes. The left is Arabic coffee inspired. To the right a seasonal strawberry sundae

And I spotted these little goslings on our morning walk through the park. 

2 adult geese surrounding a gaggle of goslings by the lake

I've also been reading more! These were my April reads. I reviewed the Princess Swap on the blog a few weeks ago and hope to get reviews written for the others as well. I really enjoyed them all! 



That's all for now because - still feeling lazy (about blogging) lol But I was hoping if I got something up it might motivate me. 

Let me know what you've been up to in the comments!

Monday, April 14, 2025

Cinderella and the Beast, (or Beauty and the Glass Slipper), The Princess Swap #1 by Kim Bussing

 

What would happen if Cinderella found herself in the beast's castle, and Beauty woke up in some evil stepmother's home? Fairy tales meet Freaky Friday in this series, where there’s a magical mix-up for every princess!

Ella’s spent her life dreaming about adventure, but it’s hard to have adventures when you’re stuck with a stepfamily who treat you like a servant. When she unexpectedly wakes up in a land far, far away, she’s thrilled at the chance to embark on an epic quest. That is, until she finds herself trapped once more—this time in the castle of a dangerous beast.

Belle, meanwhile, has plans. Her family’s trading company is on the brink of ruin, and to save it, she’s going to enter—and win—a royal competition in the prince’s honor. But when she unexpectedly winds up in a cellar with a wicked stepfamily who have their own plans to keep her from the competition . . . things get complicated.

Happily-ever-after couldn’t feel farther away. Can Ella escape the beast’s clutches? And can Belle get rid of this stepfamily in time for the competition?

For other Princess Swaps, don't miss Snow White and the Dragon (or, Sleeping Beauty and the Seven Dwarfs)! ~ Goodreads

Source: Book provided by the publisher, Random House Books for Young Readers, in exchange for an honest review

Review: This is the first book I've accepted for review in over a year and I'm so glad I did! It was the lighthearted, adventure filled tale with heart that I needed. 

The plot is right there in the series title, The Princess Swap, so I won't go too much into that - but think Freaky Friday meets Disney princesses. I'm also assuming that most of you know the basics of Cinderella and Beauty and the Beast. 

This is more of a "riff" on the originals rather than a direct retelling - even with the swap - the princesses don't have the exact experience of the original.

The core of each princess is the same but several details are changed. Without getting into too many spoilers - (Cinder)Ella already knows, and is friends with, the prince and the ball is now an event for the whole village to compete in for a royal favor - rather than snagging a prince. And another ball - closer to the original Cinderella ball is to take place with the beast - for reasons. There is (hinted - sapphic) LGBQT rep and Ella has a glass leg that causes her some pain. 

Cinderella and the Beast, (or Beauty and the Glass Slipper) plays liberally with the origin stories and the Disney retellings with it's own modern spin. The blending and blurring might annoy some purists but I found it to be a lot of fun and was pleasantly surprised by some of the twists the story took. 

I've always preferred Belle over Cinderella but in this one, it was Ella (& the beast) who had the more complex (& surprising) story that really pulled me in and tugged at my heartstrings. But Belle still has her whip-smart, resourceful thinking in tact and has quite an adventure as well. 

The way the two girls stories overlap and resolve was great. This book ages the princess down to 12 years old, so this is meant for younger readers. The romance is minimal, if at all. This tale is more about resourceful thinking, being brave, and forgiveness than the sole quest to get a kiss or be married.

So much fun! Books #2 - Snow White and the Dragon (or, Sleeping Beauty and the Seven Dwarfs) and #3 Rapunzel and the Sea Witch (or, The Little Mermaid and the Tower)  sound fun too.

 

Monday, April 7, 2025

Review: The Library of Borrowed Hearts by Lucy Gilmore

 

Stack of pastel colored cartoonish books with the title The Library of Borrowed Books written in white,bold font of the spines. An older gentleman stands ont he top book, with a younger man on the bottom.
Two young lovers. Sixty long years. One bookish mystery worth solving.


Librarian Chloe Sampson has been struggling: to take care of her three younger siblings, to find herself, to make ends meet. She's just about at the end of her rope when she stumbles across a rare edition of a book from the 1960s at the local flea market. Deciding it's a sign of her luck turning, she takes it home with her—only to be shocked when her cranky hermit of a neighbor swoops in and offers to buy it for an exorbitant price. Intrigued, Chloe takes a closer look at the book only to find notes scribbled in the margins between two young lovers back when the book was new…one of whom is almost definitely Jasper Holmes, the curmudgeon next door.

When she begins following the clues left behind, she discovers this isn't the only old book in town filled with romantic marginalia. This kickstarts a literary scavenger hunt that Chloe is determined to see through to the end. What happened to the two tragic lovers who corresponded in the margins of so many different library books? And what does it have to do with the old, sad man next door—who only now has begun to open his home and heart to Chloe and her siblings?

In a romantic tale that spans the decades, Chloe discovers that there's much more to her grouchy old neighbor than meets the eye. And in allowing herself to accept the unexpected friendship he offers, she learns that some love stories begin in the unlikeliest of places. ~goodreads

Review: I've been a huge fan of this author for a long time (going back to her small pub/Tamara Morgan years) but this series has really struck a chord with me. Pure comfort reading! I'm so sad when I get to the end.

Although not officially a named series, they (2 books so far, another on the way in 26') are loosely called the "book club books" and center on a grumpy old man, a young girl at a crossroads, found family and a touch of romance, all connected through literature in some way. 

I adored The Lonely Hearts Book Club and looked forward to the this one but was a little apprehensive because it sounded so similar to Lonely Hearts. While the bones of the story are similar (there's even a literary shoutout to Lonely Hearts curmudgeonly hero Arthur McLachlan) The Library of Borrowed Hearts stands entirely on it's own.

Librarian Chloe Sampson is barely holding things down after abandoning her own dreams to raise her 3 siblings after their mother left them. Her sister is angry, one brother likes to blow things up with his science experiments, and the youngest, Noodle, worries her with his sweet but unique personality that keeps him a target of bullies. Then there's her crotchety old neighbor, Jasper, who yells at the kids and keeps any toys that may land in his yard. Which happens often with Noodle when he plays outside with the dog.

At work, Chloe is charged with clearing out the old books at her job which leads her to find a rare edition of Tropic of CancerFinding the book is an unexpected potential windfall if she can sell it at a good price. 

Chloe finds writing in the margins of the book. The notes, from the 60's, are between two star-crossed lovers. She's so intrigued by the back and forth between the pair and invested in their ending that she follows the clues to the next books in something of a book-ish scavenger hunt to solve the mystery of who the couple was and how it all ended. 

Then Jasper shows a surprising interest in the book - even offering her a blank check in exchange for it, setting in motion a possible (grudging) friendship, new love and the healing of old wounds. 

The story follows dual timelines and POV's - the couple from the 60's throughout their tumultuous affair and the present day where Chloe's struggle to let people into her life and see a future of new possibilities and happiness.

As always Gilmore weaves together an eclectic cast of characters. I felt this book was a bit darker than The Lonely Hearts Book Club, in some ways. With Chloe's mothers abandonment - how it hurt each of the kids in different ways and how they reached closure with that. The 60's timeline romance where certain things just weren't accepted - choices were made - resulting in painful consequences that reverberated for decades. 

Ultimately though, the found family, connections, forgiveness and healing through books makes this one another heartwarming, must read by Gilmore. I highly recommend the audiobook Leanne Woodward, Aven Shore, Joe Jameson, Bob Ball. 

These books get the rare 5 star rating. It's not that they are perfect but that they leave me with such happy feelings and I could stay in that world, with these people long after the story ends. 

Tuesday, April 1, 2025

Tell Me Something Tuesday: {Genre} Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

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Tell Me Something Tuesday is a weekly discussion post where bloggers discuss a wide range of topics from books and blogging to life in general. 

It is co-hosted by (Linda from Book Girl of Mur-y-Castell, Roberta from Offbeat YA, Jen from That’s What I’m Talking About, Berl's from Because Reading is Better than Real Life  and me) 

Join in by answering this weeks question in the comments or on your own blog.

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Question: What is your genre of choice? Has it changed recently?

Answer: I am ALL over the place these days!

Honestly, I was never a big reader until I started this blog. I made a resolution to read one book a month and it was mostly travelogue/food memoire type stuff - like Anthony Bourdain, Under the Tuscan Sun. I had read some horror - mostly Stephen King in HS.

When I started the blog I was in my PNR Era -  vampires/weres etc. Then I flipped to all YA, then romance/romcom's. I burned out on all of them at a certain point (all reading really) and now my reading is so eclectic and random, I have no idea what I'll pick up at any given moment.

I guess I'm more into literary fiction atm, mostly because that's what's offered on libro.fm - where I get my audiobook arc's. I've read a few romances lately, a mid-grade, I just finished a very dark memoir, and I'm currently reading a light YA. Just whatever hits me at any given moment. 

I think my days of binge reading a specific genre to death are over but I'm kind of happy to be reading outside my comfort zone and reading at all!!

What is your genre of choice and has it changed over time?



Thursday, March 27, 2025

Tell Me Something Tuesday (on a Thursday): I can't get no (blog) satisfaction

 

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Tell Me Something Tuesday is a weekly discussion post where bloggers discuss a wide range of topics from books and blogging to life in general. 

It is co-hosted by (Linda from Book Girl of Mur-y-Castell, Roberta from Offbeat YA, Jen from That’s What I’m Talking About, Berl's from Because Reading is Better than Real Life  and me) 

Join in by answering this weeks question in the comments or on your own blog.

If you would like to join TMST and receive periodic emails of upcoming topics, please fill out this GOOGLE FORM. TMST is a laid back meme – join in or opt out depending on your interest in topics or schedule.

Question: Are you satisfied with your blog?

Answer: Ehhh, I've put so little effort into it over the past few years that I can't really be disappointed that it not only hasn't grown but has drifted into oblivion lol

It's fine though because I don't have the same drive and expectations that I did when I started. 

Right now, the world is on fire and I just want moments of escape and to chat with people I've now *known* for years and on that front - I am satisfied!

Monday, March 24, 2025

Reading update...

I haven't been reading consistently for so long that these posts didn't seem worth doing, but I seem to have hit a groove. Nowhere near my previous reading highs - but I'm always reading something now, so yay! 

READ:


Library of Borrowed Hearts by Lucy Gilmore ~ Goodreads I hope to write a full review for this one soon but I ADORED it!!

Love in Bloom by Lucy Eden ~ Goodreads This was a 3-ish star read. I really disliked the narrator but the couple and small town vibes/modern twist on cosy romance was cute. Some drama but mostly low key. (short goodreads review here)

The Girl From Earth's End by Tara Dairman ~ Goodreads I always enjoy Dairman's mid-grade stories and I appreciate how much research she puts into them. This was a (bitter) sweet one with a lot of inclusivity - LGBQT and disability rep which is hard to find in MG. Another book I hope to write a longer review for soon but I loved it.

READING:



I'm Glad My Mom Died by Jennette McCurdy ~ Goodreads As the title implies, this isn't going to be a light fluffy read, but this memoir has been on my list since I missed the window to get the ALC on libro.fm. My library hold just came in and it's only a 6-ish hour audiobook. 

Cinderella and the Beast (or, Beauty and the Glass Slipper) The Princess Swap Book #1 by Kim Bussing ~ Goodreads This is the first book I've gotten from a publisher in years! It's light and fluffy and just what I need some days. The swapped princesses' are a little disconcerting at first lol but it's cute.

READING STUFF:

With my resurgent reading, I've also felt like reviewing and maybe dabbling back into requesting books. Not to the point of getting overwhelmed again though! 

I updated my Netgalley profile since I haven't even looked on there in several years. I guess they have their own reader now, so I'll have to see what that's all about. If I even get approved for anything after all this time. My ratio is still holding at a statistically impossibly 102 % lol 

I'm also checking out Storygraph. I already had an account but haven't really looked or used it. I don't really care about stats. I just like to record what I've read for reference. so I would stick with the free version. Does anyone use them? Have any tips?

I am able to get a reciprocal library card with the nearby larger city. I already have the basic access which gives me Libby and Hoopla but I'm going in to show proof of address to get full access. They have a lot of services, events and online resources. I'm excited!

And.....I've already reached my Goodreads Reading Goal - only 12 books (I set it low) but that's more reading I've done at this point in a really long time. 

Thursday, March 20, 2025

Tell Me Something Tuesday: Have you met any bookish/blogging friends in person?

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It is co-hosted by (Linda from Book Girl of Mur-y-Castell, Roberta from Offbeat YA, Jen from That’s What I’m Talking About, Berl's from Because Reading is Better than Real Life  and me) 

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I'm a few days late but here's this weeks TMST!

Question: Have you met any bookish/blogging friends in person?

Answer: Yes! I've been lucky enough to be able to attend several book cons and meet dozens of my blogger friends in person. Most were just a quick hi - so that's what you look like lol but I have remained good friends with several people.

I've mentioned my weekly virtual movie date and that's with a blogger I met at BEA. I've only really met her twice & just waiting in lines but we've remained good friends for years now. 

There are several more, that mostly have quit blogging, but we still stay in touch even though I don't see anyone now that I've moved out West. There aren't a lot of book conferences anymore either. 

Have you ever met any bookish/blogging friends in real life?






Friday, March 14, 2025

Review: James by Percival Everett

 

A brilliant reimagining of Adventures of Huckleberry Finn—both harrowing and satirical—told from the enslaved Jim's point of view


When Jim overhears that he is about to be sold to a man in New Orleans, separated from his wife and daughter forever, he runs away until he can formulate a plan. Meanwhile, Huck has faked his own death to escape his violent father. As all readers of American literature know, thus begins the dangerous and transcendent journey by raft down the Mississippi River toward the elusive and unreliable promise of the Free States and beyond.

Brimming with nuanced humor and lacerating observations that have made Everett a literary icon, this brilliant and tender novel radically illuminates Jim's agency, intelligence, and compassion as never before. James is destined to be a major publishing event and a cornerstone of twenty-first-century American literature. ~ Goodreads

Source: ALC provided by Libro.fm & Knopf Doubleday in exchange for an honest review

Review: I'm sure I read The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn back in school but I have no recollection of the story, other than than scenes from the 1993 movie. In my child memory - it was just a story about a series of adventures of a young boy. Percival Everett, flips that narrative on it's head by telling the story from the POV of the enslaved Jim (James).

Jim hears that he is about to be sold to a new owner and be separated from his wife and daughter. He decides to run away and lay low while he formulates a plan to get himself out of this and reunite with his family.  

At the same time, Huck fakes his own death to escape his abusive father. Huck has a friendship, of sorts, with Jim and they venture on a perilous journey down the Mississippi River to avoid capture.

I'll just touch on a few things I took note of with this novel. For one, Huck sees this trip as an adventure, not understanding the implications for Jim. 

Huck has certainly been through bad things and, even at 10 years old, understands that Jim is good and slavery is wrong, but just being a runaway slave at the same time as Huck's "death" puts Jim in extreme danger, as the likely murderer. Being found with Huck would present its own problems. While Huck might get a whipping (awful!), Jim would be hanged. 

There are times that a young Huck acts out towards Jim, as a 10 year old would, when he feels betrayed or lied to, or just isn't allowed the adventures he wants. These are life-saving acts of preservation for Jim but the actions of petulant child, without greater understanding by Huck. 

Secondly, Jim engages in code-switching for white people. He is well educated (self taught by reading most of his enslavers expansive library) and is able to write but this is something he only shares with certain people. Not even Huck. While educating a group of enslaved children, he explains why it's vital to use incorrect grammar or what he calls the "slave filter" language rather than letting the slave owners know they were educated. 

"The children said together, “And the better they feel, the safer we are.”
“February, translate that.”
“Da mo’ betta dey feels, da mo’ safer we be.”
“Nice.”

The mere idea of slaves that can become educated, teach other slaves, making the enslavers feel less than superior was a huge threat. Education was an act of defiance.

Finally, there was an instance where Jim was sold to a Minstrel Show - a troupe of singers in blackface. They needed a tenor and the owner hears Jim singing (while under the brutality of yet another enslaver he meets on his "adventure"). The troupe is very proud of themselves as "good" white people. They don't believe in slavery but aren't abolitionists and use the paper saying they own Jim to their benefit. They put Jim in better clothes and feed him so they are able to believe they are the good guys. But this is the most farcical situation of them all. 

Jim, a Black man, in blackface, singing with white men in blackface to make fun of Black people, for the entertainment of white people. While the cover of the troupe might seem safer, his natural hair and mannerisms attract the curiosity of white people. How is he SO good at playing Black? They want to touch his hair to see why his "wig" is so much better than the other singers, a woman shows interest which all poses danger for Jim. 

The owner of the minstrel show also sees an opportunity to keep re-selling Jim. In this scheme, Jim is supposed to keep running away and go back just to be sold again - as a way to make enough money for his owner and to earn enough for himself to free his wife and daughter. Provided the owner would set him free and give him the money. The gist of this experience and every other that Jim endures is - he's never truly free. 

James is a powerful, layered story filled with adventure, danger, betrayal, and a few twists. The story is scattered with songs from the minstrel show - which added a lot of depth as Jim takes the versions sung by the white people - used to mock - and tries to write a more honest version. 

There were a few things that didn't quite work for me like the hallucinations where Jim had fevered, philosophical conversations with Voltaire and John Locke. I also felt the female characters didn't have anywhere near the same nuance and agency that Jim did. They were mostly someone's wife or daughter and raped/killed, although none of it was gratuitous and it was clear that this was all horrible and an everyday part of slavery. 

I understand that a book can't be all things to all people. This was one experience of one man, so I get it, but it felt like a glaring omission in opposition to how well Jim and some of the other, male, side characters were developed.  

The book drifts from horrific to light to mundane. Sometimes that seemed off as far as pacing. While I originally felt this was a flaw, in retrospect, it felt more like the weariness and wearing down of Jim throughout the story. There were no reprieves or moments where he could let his guard down, but you grab on to those small moments of quiet or good when you can before the next blow.

I highly recommend the audiobook if you decide to read James. The narrator - Dominic Hoffman was amazing. 

Tuesday, March 11, 2025

Tell Me Something Tuesday: Leaving My Comfort Zone

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Question: Have you ever ventured outside your comfort zone and ended up having a good time?

Answer: Not really but also kind of? lol 

I'm an intensely shy/introvert person with lots of phobias. 99% of life is outside my comfort zone. I hit a point (after losing Fonzi) where it was developing into a bit of OCD (in addition to panic attacks) and sought therapy. I'm not going to get into the whole thing here - but a quick take is that science shows that your brain treats a level 2 threat as a 5 alarm fire and exposure therapy can help retrain the brain to see threats more clearly and respond more appropriately. I try to push myself to do things that are outside my comfort zone more now and it has helped butit's still a struggle at times.  

Pre therapy - but blogging has been an ENORMOUS help to me. Creating a blog and putting myself out there is way beyond my comfort zone and it's turned out to be wonderful for me. I'm terrified of flying, yet a flew to NYC for book cons, I've talked to total strangers like publishers & authors where you have to sell yourself, met other bloggers in person, designed things for my blog. Just ALL very scary for me. 

Since moving to the PNW, I've been pushing myself to tackle my fear of height's - everything fun seems to be near some kind of cliff out here lol I try to make myself have conversations while I'm out and about - but I'm still awkward as hell ha!

I did a cave hike, which scared the shit out of me but I did enjoy that one. Kevin got me a headlamp and was always willing to turn around. Plus it never closed in on me (also claustrophobic). I'm actually really proud of myself for that one! 



Now, do I have fun doing it though?? Not really. I tend to do better when it's still controlled in some way. Like when I went to book cons, I was fine in the crowd but could not handle smaller gatherings, like publisher events where you need to talk in small groups. I'm much better getting lost in the crowd or one on one. And do I like to fly now? Hell no! Still terrified. 

I love the top of the mountains and the views once I get there, but I'm still white knuckling it the whole drive. But I kind of hate the idea that Kevin has to live a smaller life because I'm afraid to do things. He's not afraid of anything lol 

I try to find a balance now. I look for places/drives/hikes that challenge me but aren't on THE EDGE or have railings so I at least have a sense of balance (most places have no railings or safety measures out here).

I just do my best!

Because this is a bookish feature though - I'll add that going outside my comfort zone with books has been successful! Especially this past year when I've veered more to audiobooks. I have found that format matters a lot ot me for certain genres so I'm able to mix it up more and venture beyond my reading comfort zone with great results. 

Welp, that was more than you needed/wanted to know about me lol

Do you venture outside your comfort zone? And has anything good come from it?