For What It's Worth

Thursday, March 11, 2021

Review: Black Buck by Mateo Askaripour

 

For fans of Sorry to Bother You and The Wolf of Wall Street—a crackling, satirical debut novel about a young man given a shot at stardom as the lone Black salesman at a mysterious, cult-like, and wildly successful startup where nothing is as it seems. 

There’s nothing like a Black salesman on a mission.

An unambitious twenty-two-year-old, Darren lives in a Bed-Stuy brownstone with his mother, who wants nothing more than to see him live up to his potential as the valedictorian of Bronx Science. But Darren is content working at Starbucks in the lobby of a Midtown office building, hanging out with his girlfriend, Soraya, and eating his mother’s home-cooked meals. All that changes when a chance encounter with Rhett Daniels, the silver-tongued CEO of Sumwun, NYC’s hottest tech startup, results in an exclusive invitation for Darren to join an elite sales team on the thirty-sixth floor. 

After enduring a “hell week” of training, Darren, the only Black person in the company, reimagines himself as “Buck,” a ruthless salesman unrecognizable to his friends and family. But when things turn tragic at home and Buck feels he’s hit rock bottom, he begins to hatch a plan to help young people of color infiltrate America’s sales force, setting off a chain of events that forever changes the game.
Black Buck is a hilarious, razor-sharp skewering of America’s workforce; it is a propulsive, crackling debut that explores ambition and race, and makes way for a necessary new vision of the American dream.

Source: Libro.fm in exchange for an honest review

Review: I had such a wild reading experience with Black Buck. Thanks to narrator, Zeno Robinson, I was all in on Darren (Buck) and whatever he wanted to do. He’s just a solid, unassuming, all around good guy and master Starbucks barista. He was also valedictorian and both his mom and girlfriend, Soraya, see great things for him if he would only push himself but he’s mostly satisfied with his life the way it is.

His big break comes one day when Rhett Daniels, CEO of the hot start up Sumwun, comes in to get his coffee and Darren persuades him to change his regular drink. Rhett sees the same thing his mom and Soraya do in Darren and makes an offer he can’t refuse.

At first, Darren and the reader, have no clue what Sumwun actually does and that’s intentional. The author wants you to get caught up in the initial confusion, energy and eventual success of Darren, now nicknamed Buck (for Starbucks obviously) without making judgements about the company or it's mission.

First Buck has to endure “hell week”. It’s a week of intense training – making cold calls to sell the company product (which I won’t spoil here). It’s as bad as you would expect a hell week to be with the added racism Buck endures as Sumwun’s only Black employee.

I had a seriously hard time stomaching a lot of this. Between the corporate hard sell tactics, the bullying of the employees and the racism – it’s not an environment I could ever see myself staying at. I understood why Buck did. He’s trying to make his mom proud while his Black elders keep telling him to endure and not let the white men win.

Buck does endure and rises through the ranks but not without great personal costs. He becomes a salesman and gets absorbed into the Sumwun tech company culture, money and all that comes with it.

His old neighborhood sees him as a sellout while his new corporate friends use him as needed both because he’s good and to boost their diversity cred whenever they are in trouble.

Meteoric rises lead to meteoric falls and Buck’s is no exception. This is when Black Buck takes a turn and has Darren flipping the script and using his sales techniques and everything he’s learned to help uplift his Bed-Stuy community. 

The story takes a bit of a weird turn here and I’m not really sure I liked it. Or anyone in the book (other than Soraya, his mom and one or two other people). Black Buck is provocative at times and rooted in reality but also went off the deep end a bit (or maybe not with the way the world is right now). However, Buck’s never-ending…not quite optimism - but pragmatic - look at life and his ability to *close the sale* and pick himself back up to change his own narrative kept me captivated until the end.

Black Buck was a bit of a mixed bag and it's final message (while valid) really had very little to do with anything prior but I can’t think of a better book for a book club. Between the complicated characters and the societal/ethical issues it confronts the reader with, I can see this being quite polarizing but also an eye opening, cautionary tale.

CW: Racism, bullying of different characters including one with tourettes syndrome, illness, death,  violence, drug use and probably more but just to warn you before you go in.

Wednesday, March 10, 2021

Tell Me Something Tuesday: Social Media - love it or leave it

 

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Question: Social Media - love them or hate them?

Answer: Both?? I only use Twitter and Instagram and I curate the hell out of both of them to keep them places that I can enjoy rather than stress triggers.

I used to use but dumped Facebook. That's just a festering pool of hate - mostly by people that I grew up with and had thought were nice. It just doesn't really work for me either. I never got the engagement or interaction that I do in other places.
 
I have both a Pinterest and tumblr account but don't use either. I know Pinterest is supposed to be one of the best things to help grow your blog but it feels like work and I don't care about looking at pictures and pinning all day, even though I can also see how useful it would be to organize things you're interested in. tumblr was supposed to be more of a free form blog for me - with shorter reviews and quick thoughts about movies, music etc but that's another place that just feels like it's mostly reposting and eh...

So that leaves Instagram - which I love because it's so fast and spontaneous. I get to share more of *me* since it's not a bookstagram account. It has all my interests in one place - books, food, animals and plants. I don't spend a lot of time on my pictures or writing the text so it's low stress. I find a lot of local things to do on there too so it's useful to me. 

And Twitter - ok...twitter can be a festering hellhole but I routinely clean up my timeline - muting hashtags, people and anything that annoys me. I'm also careful about who I follow now (same with IG). Does toxicity make it's way through? Sure, but something about Twitter makes it very easy for me to just scroll on by and ignore and then unfollow if necessary. My favorite thing about twitter is how easy it is to click on links to follow blogs and (impulse) purchase books. This is my primary way of finding new blogs. I also like checking in with my bookish friends to see how they are doing. I used to engage more on there but I'm more of a lurker these days unless it's a friend so it can be kind of boring really but it's still my favorite.

How do you feel about social media?

Monday, March 8, 2021

Reading Update

 


I may be getting my reading groove(ish) back! I only read 2 books in February but it was how I felt while reading that gives me a little hope. I was engaged with the stories and even felt like talking about and reviewing them after. I've posted two reviews recently, and will be writing another one soon.

Here are a few books that I'm either currently reading or got through the Libro.fm audiobook arc program & hope to read soon.


Float Plan by Trish Doller Goodreads (library) I’m listening to this one on audio right now. Anna – a woman whose fiancé, who died by suicide, embarks alone on sailboat trip they had been planning. I was immediately drawn to her and hooked on the story which has been rare for me when it comes to hyped romances these days. Fingers crossed it continues.

Saints and Misfits by S.K Ali Goodreads This was an ALA book I’ve had on my shelf for years now and I’m happy to finally get back to clearing out that pile. It’s a little slower paced but good so far!

 

Libro.fm ALCs (audiobook arc's)

First Comes Like by Alisha Rai Goodreads Eh…this is a catfishing romance and I’m not thrilled with Jia’s voice so far or the way she confronts and then blows up at bewildered Dev, Her reaction is kind of immature/over-the-top and I might dnf this one. But Dev’s awkwardness with the niece he’s raising is adorable and has me hanging on a little bit longer

Act Your Age, Eve Brown by Talia Hibbert Goodreads The first book in the series – Get a Life, Chloe Brown didn’t wow me but I adored Take a Hint, Dani Brown so I jumped at this audio arc.

Caul Baby by Morgan Jerkins Goodreads Honestly, this book sounds really strange and not like anything I’ve ever read. It involves the caul – a portion of the birth membrane that covers a babies face – and a Harlem family that deals in magic and the caul to protect babies. I think?? I don’t know. lol I LOVE the narrator, Joniece Abbot-Pratt (Raybearer & Grown), though so I’ll give it a try.  

Lost in the Never Woods by Aiden Thomas Goodreads This is - as the author calls it – "basically fanfic"  about Peter Pan/Wendy Darling and missing children. I just finished Thomas’s wonderful debut Cemetery Boys and missing children were a small plot thread that I didn’t feel was explored enough so I’m curious to (hopefully) see that fleshed out more in this book.


Have you read any or are you interested in reading any of these?


Thursday, March 4, 2021

Review: You Had Me at Hola by Alexis Daria

RITA® Award Winning author Alexis Daria brings readers an unforgettable, hilarious rom-com set in the drama-filled world of telenovelas—perfect for fans of Jane the Virgin and The Kiss Quotient.

Leading Ladies do not end up on tabloid covers.

After a messy public breakup, soap opera darling Jasmine Lin Rodriguez finds her face splashed across the tabloids. When she returns to her hometown of New York City to film the starring role in a bilingual romantic comedy for the number one streaming service in the country, Jasmine figures her new “Leading Lady Plan” should be easy enough to follow—until a casting shake-up pairs her with telenovela hunk Ashton Suárez. 

Leading Ladies don’t need a man to be happy. 

After his last telenovela character was killed off, Ashton is worried his career is dead as well. Joining this new cast as a last-minute addition will give him the chance to show off his acting chops to American audiences and ping the radar of Hollywood casting agents. To make it work, he’ll need to generate smoking-hot on-screen chemistry with Jasmine. Easier said than done, especially when a disastrous first impression smothers the embers of whatever sexual heat they might have had. 
Leading Ladies do not rebound with their new costars.

With their careers on the line, Jasmine and Ashton agree to rehearse in private. But rehearsal leads to kissing, and kissing leads to a behind-the-scenes romance worthy of a soap opera. While their on-screen performance improves, the media spotlight on Jasmine soon threatens to destroy her new image and expose Ashton’s most closely guarded secret. ~ Goodreads

Source: Purchased

 


A cute romance between very likable characters (including the supporting cast) set within the taping of a telenova that gives lead  actors – Jasmine and Ashton - a chance to get their big break. If only they can keep their hands off each other, protect their hearts and stay out of the tabloids.

 

💑 Both Jasmine and Ashton have had bad experiences with the press (Jasmine because of a break up with a popular singer, Ashton – a stalker) and are hoping starring in the new ScreenFlix streaming services series – Carmen in Charge will be their big break. After a classic meet cute moment, and initial antagonistic relationship, they are drawn to each other and have a really nice chemistry. Both empathetic and relatable.

👏 I loved the trope twist where Ashton plays the aging ingénue type character. He’s been in telenova's for years and had hoped it would be his big jumping off point to film but instead he’s just been killed off from his latest roll in favor of a younger actor. He’s a little insecure about his looks – not in a vain way – but in the way that women always have to worry about in looks obsessed industries.

⭐ There are a lot of progressive details that permeate this story – from the full Latinx cast, crew for the show, trans, gay and non binary characters. There’s also a plotline involving intimacy coaching for the sex scenes emphasizing consent and again – the author includes Ashton in this. Most books usually focus on the female characters but YHMaH makes sure Ashton is comfortable as well.

👌 The story switches between Jasmine and Ashton’s story and the scenes from Carmen in Charge. I was a little unsure of the shifts at first but I ended up hooked on those characters and their story and it was a way that the real life couple got to work out their awkwardness and parallel relationship.

😒 So – our couple has baggage and sometimes they both annoyed me lol Jasmine is determined not to get sidelined by a guy again and then whines non stop about wanting love and a man. She JUST broke up with her ex and is already head over heels for Ashton. Yes, they’re perfect for each other but I would have loved to see her on her own a bit first.

Aston has a big secret – which I won’t reveal. But the way he kept that secret made me think a little less of him at times. As Jasmine says to him later in the book – you can’t have it both ways and…yeah. SPOILER –> He has an 8 year old son who lives with Ashton’s father in Puerto Rico. He’s worried for his safety – with good reason – but choosing to pursue his career instead of living with his son put a bad taste in my mouth even though he was a good dad.<- END SPOILER

👍 Overall – I’ll be honest – this wasn’t an *all the swoons* romance for me but it was a fun story with a wonderful cast of characters in a world that was a delightful escape. I mean…I actually finished it! So that should be saying something lol

Tuesday, March 2, 2021

Music: Ripley & Kai - The pandemic collection

 This is just a weird little post that I came up with after organizing my photos.

Awhile ago, someone said a picture of Ripley & Kai looked like an album cover and then I noticed several other did too lol

Kevin says they look like they'd be a moody indie band hahaha

Because I have nothing better to do (insert sarcasm) I played around with a few of the pictures. I know, it's super silly - and not very good - but it's the little things that are making me happy these days.


I guess they're like TSwiz - dropping 3 albums in a year. Quite an accomplishment though for only being 1 years old!! 🤣🤣 



songs from a pandemic



Ripley & Kai    2021

feat. The OG - Figment



Rainy Days and Shelties


Tuesday, February 23, 2021

Review: cemetery Boys By Aiden Thomas

A trans boy determined to prove his gender to his traditional Latinx family summons a ghost who refuses to leave in Aiden Thomas's paranormal YA debut Cemetery Boys, described by Entertainment Weekly as "groundbreaking."

Yadriel has summoned a ghost, and now he can't get rid of him.

When his traditional Latinx family has problems accepting his true gender, Yadriel becomes determined to prove himself a real brujo. With the help of his cousin and best friend Maritza, he performs the ritual himself, and then sets out to find the ghost of his murdered cousin and set it free.

However, the ghost he summons is actually Julian Diaz, the school's resident bad boy, and Julian is not about to go quietly into death. He's determined to find out what happened and tie off some loose ends before he leaves. Left with no choice, Yadriel agrees to help Julian, so that they can both get what they want. But the longer Yadriel spends with Julian, the less he wants to let him leave. ~
Goodreads

Source: Library - audiobook


Cemetery Boys
was surprisingly sweet and funny, Surprisingly, because I had been expecting a much darker tale.

Yadriel, a trans boy, is on a quest to prove to his very traditional Latinx family that he is ready to be a Brujo (a person that guides spirits into the afterlife). This leads him on a path of testing his powers, finding love, trying to vanquish evil, save the world, and get his family to understand him. No big.

I listened to this on audio and it worked so well because Yadriel starts out confident in who he is but also tired and wary of the constant dismissiveness by his family. Thanks to his new (annoying) ghost sidekick and blossoming crush – Julian (a boy Yadriel summoned from the dead, has to send back and who does NOT want to go back!), that confidence and surety grows. The narration of Avi Roque was able to capture the subtle changes in Yadriel’s personality as the book progresses and the brashness/vulnerability of Julian.

 


💕Super cute romance and friendships! Julian is boisterous and outgoing and charges into every situation but he accepts Yadriel’s transness immediately and unconditionally and they balance each other out. Yadriel’s vegetarian Bruja cousin Maritza was a hoot, Julian’s underground and forgotten friends, even Yadriel's often misguided family round out the cast.

💀Warning! There is some transphobia in here such as deadnaming, misgendering. Not to discount it, but it’s portrayed less as transphobia and more as a loving family trying to understand and not getting it right. Even so, it was hard listening to Yadriel keep having to correct them. It shouldn’t have kept being his job to forgive them rather than for them to learn to do better. On the plus side there is a very rewarding ending in that regard.

🙌Own Voices – both the author and the audiobook narrator are trans, Latinx and it shines through in both big and subtle ways. Multiple LGBQT characters, the vibrant Latinx culture and traditions of Dia de Muertos are lovingly portrayed. Details like Yadriel wearing his binder, using a boys bathroom for the first time were ways that his transness was casually represented.

👎So this definitely wasn’t the scary book I was expecting but there is a mystery and a few rituals of the dead that *might* be scary for some readers. Not to give too much away but it starts with Yadriel’s murdered cousin and then Latinx, often transient, teens going missing. Honestly, this was the weakest part of the book for me. It wasn’t balanced very well with the romance aspect and considering the subject matter I would have liked it to carry more weight. 

👍Overall, not quite what I was expecting, but a fun story with the sweetest of romances, a nuanced portrayal of culture, family and acceptance with a dash of danger and a surprising - and welcome - touch of humor.

Thursday, February 18, 2021

Tell Me Something….Tuesday??


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I am forever late with these prompts lol I have no idea why I can’t get my shit together when it comes to the blog anymore but I’m just rolling with it at this point. I’m much more interested in doing puzzles and cooking these days.

But I did want to get to a few of these prompts (albeit very late) so here we go…

2/2 – Share some of your favorite books written by PoC authors. 

In honor of Black History Month, I’ll stick with that – although a few of these are multiracial.

YA

Hands down – Elizabeth Acevedo is one of my favorite PoC authors. The Poet X, With the Fire on High and Clap When You Land all have a slightly different tone from each other but all center vulnerable but strong black girls fighting for and embracing the promising futures due to them. I recommend all her books on audio. Her narration is perfection.

Brandy Colbert – another author that is very versatile in her writing – everything from serious (Pointe), lighter (The Voting Booth) & a mix (Finding Yvonne). I’m still working through her backlist but she rarely disappoints.

Jason Reynolds – I had a break between signings at ALA once and stumbled into his signing line and  I’m so glad I did. For Every One was my first Reynold’s read. It’s a print version of a commencement speech he gave. Followed by Long Way Down and Stamped: Racism, Antiracism, and You. His books are powerful and thought provoking and another author I recommend on audio.

Ibi ZoboiPride was a fun adaption of P&P while tackling gentrification and I recently finished Punching the Air (co-authored with Yusef Salaam) about a boy falsely accused and trying to survive the prison system.

New to me - YA:

Leah JohnsonYou Should See Me in a Crown was the feel good book I needed in 2020 – pure joy and a spectacular debut. I can’t wait to see what she writes next.

Tiffany Jackson – Wow. WOW. Grown was such a powerful, POWERFUL read about toxic relationships, power imbalances and so much more. Brilliant! I had never heard of the author before but luckily she has a long backlist for me to read.

Akwaeke Emezi – Emezi’s YA debut title Pet, about a young transgender Black girl and the monsters that lurk in plain sight was weird and wonderful.

Jordan Ifueko – I am not a fantasy reader but Ifueko’s debut Raybearer had me hooked from the start.

Romance



Talia Hibbert – Hibbert is probably best known for her hilarious and sweet Brown Sisters series, but I started reading her back in 2018 starting with A Girl Like Her. Her writing just has that spark that makes you smile and immediately connect to the characters – who are written in very realistic *real life* ways. The have chronic illnesses that are addressed but don’t define them, the heroines get their periods *gasp*. It’s just all very relatable and normal.  

Alyssa Cole – I had a rough start with Cole reading her Off the Grid series, which didn’t quite work for me, but the Reluctant Royal series is a hit and I have her Civil War era The Loyal League series waiting on my Kindle.

Okay – I’ll stop there because the list is getting long lol but I do want to add a link to my friend Amber’s post My Thoughts on Celebrating Bookish Black History Month about what she hopes to see (and not see) during Black History Month and beyond in the bookish blogosphere.


2/8 How has your reading changed since the pandemic?

Answer: I think that’s pretty clear lol It’s almost non existent, although getting a little better recently - meaning I'm reading but it's still taking me months to finish a book. 


2/16 Share some of your favorite romantic stories/books.

Answer: So this post doesn’t go on forever, I’ll just name one and it’s one of my all time favorites – Josh & Hazels Guide to Not Dating. CLo’s books are 50/50 for me but I’m a total sucker for nice guys and humor and this book hit all the marks.




Hit me up on any of these topics! Who are your favorite PoC authors? Has your reading changed during the pandemic? What are favorite romance books?

Friday, February 12, 2021

Fri-Yay Snow Day!

Who’s the worst blogger in the land?? *points to self* I'm still unmotivated but thought I would do a quick update.

We’re having a snow day (weekend really, with blizzard warnings!) I haven’t been in a significant snowfall in a few decades Luckily, I don’t have to go anywhere and we’ve been enjoying chasing snowballs in the backyard. Kai LOVES the snow and Ripley is intrigued - asking to go out non stop to see the snow but then doesn't want to walk in it lol

This is my new favorite picture of Kai!


I’m actually getting some reading in. I’m listening to the audio of Black Buck by Mateo Askaripour (Goodreads) It’s super interesting so far thanks to the fantastic narration of Zeno Robinson as 22 year old Darren. He's intelligent but unambitious Starbucks barista who is discovered by the tech start up Sunwun CEO. Darren is brought into a cult like atmosphere of aggressive selling techniques and a wild work place.

Despite the subject matter, it’s been a funny, satirical and biting exploration of work culture and racism.

And I’m also reading my physical copy of You Had Me at Hola by Alexa Daria (Goodreads) and it is so sweet and lovely.

And I’m whipping up a mini 6 inch German Chocolate Cake for Valentines Day. Wish me luck – I hate baking lol

What are you all up to?

Monday, February 1, 2021

My Monday Musings…It's a Wrap - The January recap

My reading is still slogging along. I read 3 books in January – which is 2 more than I read the previous month lol

Two were ehh and the other was great and really helped make me excited about reading again.

READ

The The Prince and the troll (Faraway #1) by Rainbow Rowell – This is an audible exclusive and I, mostly, enjoyed reading this fairy tale about the potential starcrossed lovers – or Starbucks Lovers – if you ever misinterpreted the Taylor Swift song. The reason I mention it is that Starbucks plays an important role in the story so I kept thinking that lyric in my head while reading lol And it might be a deal breaker if you hate brand name dropping.

Adam brings the bridge troll a Starbucks drink every day as they start to talk and fall in love but can they ever truly be together with his need to live on “the road” while she is a troll that needs water and mud. And might eat bones…it’s the little things lol

I liked the different perspectives and learning more about the (nameless) troll. She was witty, and kind of cute with her burgeoning SB’s addiction. Adam’s growing feelings and longing were palpable but ultimately it wraps up too fast and is too short to leave a lasting impression. But still cute with interesting commentary on climate change and consumerism.


Roommate by Sarina Bowen – This is the first romance I’ve read in ages. Bowen always has a nice mix of humor and heart so I snagged this new one when I saw it.

It was sweet. Roderick moves back to his small hometown hoping to reconcile with his parents who threw him out when the found out he was gay. Yeah – that doesn’t work out so well and he’s living on the streets until his new co-worker, Kieran takes pity on him.

Nice romance, lots of yummy baking/food talk (Roderick is a baker), a little drama – it was a nice, typical type of romance.



The winner winner, MVP book for the month goes to 

drumroll.....

🥁🥁🥁


The Houseplant by Jeremy Ray
– I learned about this book through A Book A Week (you can read Ethan's much more detailed review here). I love gardening but kid of suck at keeping house plants alive. Still I was immediately drawn to this short (31 page) story told from the pov of George, a fern (reluctantly) going home to live with his new owner, Brenda.

There’s so much humor, grief and hope packed into this little novella. Loved it!

READING

Cemetery Boys by Aiden Tomas – I’m listening to this one on audio now and it’s way more fun than I was expecting. I guess when I initially saw it was about brujo’s and cemeteries, I was thinking spooky.

Yadriel, a transgender teen, has problems being accepted by his traditional latinx family and block his efforts to become a brujo.

After his cousin is murdered, Yadriel sets out to prove himself by performing a ritual to find the killer, but instead raises hot, murdered teen, Julian Diaz, who has NO interest in passing on until he finishes his business. 

I’m at the 30-ish% point and, like I said, it’s more funny than scary but I enjoy all the characters and how well they play off of each other. I will hopefully finish in my lifetime and before the audio is due back at the library lol


What are you all reading now?


What were your favorite reads from January?

Wednesday, January 27, 2021

Tell Me Something Tuesday: Re-reads


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Question: Do you re-read? Are you ever tempted to change your ratings when you do?

Answer: Pre blogging, I used to re-read ALL THE TIME. I would re-read a book several times in one week!

I’ve mentioned this before, I was never an avid reader but all of a sudden I went from maybe 6 books a year to 100’s. Of course, I started like a lot of people by hopping on the vampire craze so my #1 re-reads were the Sookie Stackhouse series (especially book #4 with Eric lol), Black Dagger Brotherhood (Z’s story), Wicked Games by Jeri Smith Ready, The Night Huntress Cat & Bones series and another one about angels and vampires that I can’t seem to remember at the moment (the lead characters were Dante – the angel/vampire & Heather – a human cop).

Then I moved on to romance and re-read a lot of Nora Roberts and a few others.

But then came blogging and arc’s and obligations, and slumps and…lol It seemed like wasting time to re-read when I had so many books to read and reviews to write.

Re-reading my favorites is something I’ve wanted to get back to doing for years now. I’m totally caught up on and not accepting arc’s now so this is the year!

I am kind of afraid. My tastes have changed so much over the years. What if I hate what were once my favorites?

If my rating does change I think I would just add a note to the bottom of my existing rating – but I didn’t review most of those books back then so I don’t think it would even come up.

You read a book at a certain place and time in your life so your feelings toward the book might change but it’s not necessarily a reflection of the book, so I would leave my original thoughts and add any additional observations noting that it was a re-read.

Do you re-read? Change your ratings?

What are a few of your favorite re-reads?

Thursday, January 21, 2021

Twenty-one in 2021

 



This is not so much a GOAL as it is a starting point. I've spent the past few years working on my physical TBR pile. I believe it started somewhere around 190-ish, then got down to 140-ish before my move where I had to brutally whittle it down. In 2020 it was at 63 and is currently at 58. Not too bad.

To break it down further, I decided to concentrate on choosing 21 (for obvious reasons) books that I hope to clear out this year. 



I'm not going to link to them or describe each one but here are a few notes on why I picked a few:

Crooked Kingdom by Leigh Bardugo - I've been stuck at page 46 since this book came out years ago. I even bought the special deluxe boxed set when it came out but just couldn't get into CK the way I did Six of Crows

Punching the Air by Ibi Zoboi and Yusef Salaam - I'm almost done with this one. My audiobook expired from the library so I'll finish with my HC.

Little Lion and The Revolution of Birdie Rudolph by Brandy Colbert - I'm a little irritated I haven't read these yet. I love Colbert and have had these on my shelf for too long already.

Nerve by Jeanne Ryan - I have an annotated copy so it should make it a fun read. 

Wow, No Thank You by Samantha Irby - I've been enjoying more non-fiction and this one has humor and I love humor.

Bone Gap by Laura Ruby - I'm a little intimidated by this one because it's magical realism and I don't always do well with that genre but it has RAVE reviews and has been on my shelf for years.

Magic Binds by Ilona Andrews - I need to catch up with and finish the Kate Daniels series already!!

Born a Crime by Trevor Noah - I've been dying to read this one but, honestly, I wanted to listen to it on audio but my library/hoopla doesn't have it. I caved and bough the book last year but the print is SO TINY! 

Have you read any of these? Are there any I should move up/down the list?

Tuesday, January 19, 2021

Tell Me SOmething Tuesday: Bookish Careers

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Question: If you could do something in the bookish world for employment, what would you choose and why?

Answer: I have a very party pooper answer lol I wouldn’t want a bookish career.

In the past, having a career in something I loved ruined it for me.

I love animals but working in shelters and at veterinarians exposed the dark side of it all and destroyed any joy for it that I had. I, of course, had great experiences too but it took years for me to just be able to enjoy having fun with animals and even remotely like people again alter the things I saw.

Same with blogging. I don’t regret all the fun opportunities I’ve had through blogging, but knowing more of the ugly details in publishing and the truth about some authors took some joy out of it.

I guess if I could be on my own – like just solitarily sorting through books or something, I would do that.

What bookish dream career would you like to do if you could?

Friday, January 15, 2021

Friday Fave


I'm trying something new (to blog a bit more spontaneously) and drop a quick post about something I loved from the week on Fridays.

I'm kicking it off with a rec for the fantastic Netflix series - Lupin

"Inspired by the adventures of Arsene Lupin, gentleman thief Assane Diop (Omar Sy) sets out to avenge his father for an injustice inflicted by a wealthy family."

French (subtitled), 5 episodes, Season 1


It's hard to put in a genre box but Lupin is clever, fun!, flirty, twisty and oh so addictive. 

At 5 episodes it's the perfect binge show. Omar Sy's name is being thrown out there as a possibility for the next James Bond and all I can say to that is YES!!! He definitely gives off that vibe.

Warning: There's a cliffie (I just saw that this will be a 5 part series) but it wasn't a killer cliffie - IMO. I'll be happy to give you a heads up in more detail if you want to know.



Thursday, January 14, 2021

#CurrentlyReading - Punching the Air by Ibi Zoboi and Yusef Salaam

As I’ve mentioned, my reading is slooooooow right now and I don’t always get to a review anymore.

I thought I might talk about what I’m currently reading so the book at least gets some attention and give you my thoughts so far.

#CurrentlyReading

Punching the Air by Ibi Zoboi and Yusef Salaam

Narrated by Ethan Herrise


The story that I thought
was my life
didn’t start on the day
I was born


Amal Shahid has always been an artist and a poet. But even in a diverse art school, he’s seen as disruptive and unmotivated by a biased system. Then one fateful night, an altercation in a gentrifying neighbourhood escalates into tragedy. “Boys just being boys” turns out to be true only when those boys are white.


The story that I think
will be my life
starts today


Suddenly, at just sixteen years old, Amal’s bright future is upended: he is convicted of a crime he didn’t commit and sent to prison. Despair and rage almost sink him until he turns to the refuge of his words, his art. This never should have been his story. But can he change it? ~
Goodreads

My thoughts so far (@ 52%): I’m listening to this on audio and the narrator – Ethan Herrise – has such a soft soothing voice but it also contains such an intense urgency.

He tells Amal's story calmly but underneath you can feel the terror, anger, despair and the tiniest bit of hope as he tries to survive his sentence in juvenile prison, after being falsely accused of a violent crime.

This book is told in verse and, to be honest, I didn’t even realize that because it doesn’t have that rhythmic quality like, Elizabeth Acevedo, for example. I do love the narrator's voice but I think I might finish this one using my hardcopy that I also have. Once I cracked it open, the words landed like a punch to the heart because I can still hear Amal’s voice thanks to the audio, but can now also see the verse and the healing power of poetry and art that the book is trying to convey.

*Note: Co-author Yusef Salaam was part of the wrongfully convicted Central Park 5 (the Central Park jogger case back in the 90's). I remember that case well and Salaam brings many of his experiences to this story. 

Have you read Punching the Air yet?

What are you currently reading?

Tuesday, January 12, 2021

Tell Me Something Tuesday

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Question: Resolutions/words of the year – do you do them? What are they for 2021?

Answer: I don't do resolutions because I can never keep them and it makes me feel pressured. 

Starting several years ago, I started doing a word or phrase that kind of put me in a frame of mind to guide me through the year.

Some of my past words have been disconnect, laugh, simplify, joy.

I knew what my phrase for this year would be as soon as I heard when I was watching Queen's Gambit (great show btw) a few months ago.

I spent most of 2020 feeling completely out of sorts and drained. As I'm sure applies to 99.9999999% of the population. So this phrase struck a chord and here it is....


My tranquility needs to be refurbished


I laughed so hard when I heard that but also YES. My tranquility needs to be refurbished! Ha! I'm not sure how it's even possible in our current climate but I know I need to make time for tranquility and quiet and do more of the things that make me happy - even if they don't look like they used to. 

You know that (overused) line - "I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding."? That....I want to let out that breath that I feel like I'm always holding, waiting for the next (or yet another) shoe to drop. Life always feels like it's right on the precipice of disaster. 

So more puppy time, more hikes, more eating lol, more trying new things. Less social media, less noise. 

Do you have a resolution, word or phrase for this year?


Monday, January 4, 2021

My Monday Musings

Oh hi there strangers! It’s been a long time.

I haven’t been reading (still), the holidays and Kevin being on vacation left me with even less motivation to blog than usual but here I am – trying to push myself forward and at the very least do a 2020 wrap-up of some sort.

A few stats:

76 total books read

8 were from Kindle Unlimited (I failed at reading more and will let my subscription go since it’s not worth it if I keep reading at that rate)

17 were library reads and that’s currently my #1 source of my reads these days

19 were audiobooks which was a format that I FINALLY embraced

11 books were from my TBR cart. I think it started around 63? books and I thought 2020 was the year I would clear off that cart but nope.

My year started off strong but ended in a whimper. My peak reading was 15 books for May while October – through December was just 1-2 books per month.

I set my 2021 goal for 12 books. That’s the lowest I’ve ever started with. I usually pick 50 and go from there depending on how much I’m reading. This is from my former high of 200+ books a year so it’s a big drop but…*shrugs* I still don’t feel like reading, I have 0 review books and I’m not worried about it anymore.

As I said – audiobooks were bees knees for me in 2020 and almost all of my faves were because of that format. These books all came to life for me and held my attention in a way that print books just didn’t.

I’ll have to do a post some day about adapting to audiobooks because it was A STRUGGLE. I still struggle with certain genres and narrators and focus but when it all comes together the book stands out so much more in my brain.

So here are my top reads of 2020. (link to Goodreads shelf if you’re interested in a list of every book I read in 2020)


Pet by Akwaeke Emezi was my final read of the year - strange but whimsically weird and creepy, especially with Christopher Myers narration. 

Raybearer by Jordan Ifueko was the fantasy book I didn't know I needed. This is not a genre I can usually follow but it was excellent on audio with narration by Joniece Abbott-Pratt

10 Things I Hate About Pinky by Sandhya Menon was fun, cute and heartwarming (with a fun touch of swoon) and my favorite of the series

Clap When You Land by Elizabeth Acevedo - Acevedo can do no wrong in my opinion. This book was really different than her previous books - which threw me at first but her characters and stories always stay with me. And Acevedo's narration is perfection.

Grown by Tiffany D Jackson was just WOW! Just a powerhouse of a story that explores power dynamics, rape culture, fame and so many more things. The narration by Joniece Abbott-Pratt (who also narrated Raybearer) made me feel like a fly on the wall watching the story unfold. 

AND...I totally missed my 10  11 (I JUST realized while looking something up that it's 11 years and not 10 lol I am the worst!)  year blogoversary in December. I'm always amazed when I realize I'm still here. It's a little shaky right now but I don't' plan on giving up just yet. 

I'm very far behind on blog visits as well - so if you have a best of or wrap-up post please leave a link and I'll stop by!

Happy New Year!






Monday, December 14, 2020

My Monday Musings

Oh heyyyyyy!! Look at me – blogging about books! Don’t get used to it lol I’m reading about 1 book a month right now. 

I’m just going to do a mini review round-up of the books I’ve read since October because there were several good ones!


His & Hers by Alice Feeney ~Goodreads (The bookpusher – Jen): I’m not a fan of thrillers/mysteries but Jen rec’d this one and I thought I would give it a go on audio. A divorced couple – BBC presenter, Anna (Her) & DCI investigator, Jack (His) & the killer having alternate pov’s after the body of a young woman is discovered.

This was actually quite interesting as the case unravels and you find out everyone’s connection to the victim. The audio was excellent and I found the interpersonal issues with Anna and Jack really interesting. The ending, while not entirely satisfying, was a bit twisty and not tied in a neat bow – yet conclusive.

What I liked less, is how much this book relies on cliches – SPOILER –> Everyone wants to sleep with, or has slept with, Jack. A woman’s traumatic pain is exploited and ignored in favor of the mystery, there’s a very rushed ending when all of a sudden everyone is being murdered.

CW -> Sexual assault, bullying, animal abuse - these are the ones I could recall - you might want to check online for more. 


Take a Hint, Dani Brown by Talia Hibbert ~Goodreads (The bookpushers Jen & Amber)I love Talia Hibbert’s writing but for some reason Get a Life, Chloe Brown didn’t wow me. Book #2, Take a Hint, Dani Brown utterly charmed me though. Competent but relationship averse Dani and grumpy on the outside but soft on the inside, Zaf were just the right amount of quirky, stubborn and sweet. 

Grown by Tiffany Jackson, Narrator Joniece Abbott-Pratt ~ Goodreads (The bookpushers Jen & Amber) WOW. Just WOW. Inspired by the R. Kelly case – Grown follows Enchanted Jones, an aspiring singer, who gets noticed & groomed by mega R&B star Korey Fields.

She’s charmed by Korey and all you can see and internally scream is RED FLAG, RED FLAG!!!!

Grown is a terrifying, relevant, important and just plain wonderful. It definitely makes my Best of 2020 list.

Pet by Akwaeke Emezi, Narrator Christopher Myers ~ Goodreads 

Pet is about beings that look like monsters who might be angels and beings that look like angels who might be monsters – and being brave enough to confront evil and speak up – even when it’s hard.

While the book is not specifically about sex or gender, Jam is a black transgender girl and has a lovely relationship with her parents, best friend and his family. There is a polyamorous relationship as well as disability rep – a character in a wheelchair - and Jam is selectively mute and uses sign language.

This is YA but often feels more like MG with the sense of (dark) whimsy and prose – especially with names like Jam, Hibiscus, Bitter. Pet speaks in a way that makes the story have a fairytale vibe. But the subject matter is very dark (child abuse) and if a younger child is reading it - it should be read together with an adult.

The audio of this was fantastic with Christopher Myers giving Pet a creepy cool voice that left you wondering if he was the monster or the savior.

CW –> Child sexual and physical abuse – not on page but it is the central plotline & the monster aspect can be quite scary at times. 


Have you read any of these? Any recommendations for more books I should buy but not read?? lol

Wednesday, December 9, 2020

Tell Me Something Tuesday

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In what will be a surprise to no one – I’ve missed the past few weeks of TMST because I seem to have gone into blogger hibernation mode.

I’m thinking of maybe posting once a month wrap-up style until I get my groove back – a monthly book post, life post and TMST.

So, I’m going to do a little catching up today with a few past TMST topics. I had really wanted to do the Thanksgiving one especially because even if I’m being a slacker lately, the blogging community is one of the things that always keeps me going.

11/24 topic: Gratitude. What books/authors/narrators/bloggers are you most thankful for this year?

Answer: Easy answer (& it’s true!) ALL of you! But a few specific shout outs to…

Roberta from OffbeatYA for being my #1 cheer leader

Lauren from Shooting Stars Mag & Blodeuedd from Book Girl of Mur-y-Castell for still existing lol There are only a few of us *original* bloggers left.

Jen Ryland Reviews for…everything. She’s my go to for venting, advice and recommendations.

Amber from DuLivre because she’s just an awesome person & blogger. And have you seen her baby??!! Baby Aria pictures have gotten me through 2020. No, seriously. Special thanks to Amber for DM’ing bonus pictures when I need them most lol

Lindsi from Do You Dog Ear for being a great friend & texting buddy.

Jen from That’s What I’m Talking About – there are several of us now co-hosting TMST but really it’s Jen who has taken on most of the work coordinating and keeping track of topics so THANK YOU. She also won my pay it forward giveaway earlier this year and used her $25 to make a donation to the New Hampshire Humane Society in memory of Fonzi & it was such a thoughtful gesture and kind thing to do.

Authors/narrators – I’ve loved all of Elizabeth Acevedo’s books and especially her narration. And a new favorite is Joniece Abbot-Pratt. She narrated both Raybearer and Grown and is fabulous!

12/1 topic: Share a book centric childhood memory.

Answer: I was not a big reader as a child. My only memory of specific books was a dinosaur fossil book that I had. I carried it everywhere! I guess I thought I was going to discover dinosaur tracks or bones?? lol

My parents also collected National Geographic magazines so I read those a lot. And at a later stage (I think I was around 10) I snuck a copy of Helter Skeltor. It had pictures of the crime scene and I became both obsessed and scared the shit out of myself. 

12/8 topic: How do you organize your Goodreads shelf?

via GIPHY

Answer: I always have the best intentions of re-organizing my Goodreads shelves but yeah – they’re a hot mess. There are some random shelves still there from years ago when I thought I would go by genres etc. Basically, I use – month read, year, YA (why no other genre?? I don’t know my logic there lol) ARC, and now library, Kindle Unlimited shelves for each year so I can keep track of where I’m getting my books from.

I am surrounded by next level planners and organizers and always feel weird that I’m not like that but I don’t care?? I just read and mostly keep track of the total number for the year/each month. I don’t have shelves for what I want to read either.

Now I’m up to date on my topics! feel free to chime in on any of my answers & I’ll be back on the 29th (I hope lol) for favorite audiobooks because I DO have several! 2020 was the year I embraced the audiobook. 

Wednesday, November 18, 2020

Tell Me Something Tuesday: Blogging routines

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Question: What is your blogging routine?

Answer:

via GIPHY

At the best of times, I had a very loose blogging routine. I'm a pantser. I think of what I want to say, type it out, post it. The most ahead I've ever been with drafts is about 2 weeks - and that was rare. 

I usually carved out a few hours every morning to visit my favorite blogs. 

If posting my Tell Me Something TUESDAY on a Wednesday is an indication - these are not the best of times lol

I read exactly 2 books in all of October, none so far for November (although I did just start an audiobook so there's still hope!) so there is zero blogging routine in my life right now. I'm trying really hard to keep up on my visiting though. I haven't felt like being online but I miss you all too much when I don't to stay away. 

I'm really curious if it's just fatigue from world events, I'm done blogging or I just need a break. Time will tell I guess.

So if you're looking for blogging routine tips - don't look here. Ha! 

*NOTE - to show just how bad I am doing at this blogging thing right now. This question was moved to December and I didn't even notice despite being part of hosting the meme 🤣

I'm leaving this up though because the question for this week is - What books are you looking forward to reading in Winter 2020/21 (December - February)? and I've got nothing. 

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Tuesday, November 10, 2020

Tell Me Something Tuesday

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Question: Have you found any new interests or hobbies during the covid lockdown/stay at home orders?

Answer: Yes! And thank God because all my usual hobbies have flown out the window lol

In no particular order….


PUZZLES: I used to hate puzzles. I have zero patience to sit in one spot for hours and I get frustrated easily if I can’t find the right piece but being locked down for several months with nothing to do changes things so now I guess I’m a puzzle person 🤣. I’m even stocked up and ready to go for the winter with several new puzzles.

That reading unicorn one is my favorite and I think I’m going to frame it. And the woodland creature one (bottom right) is a vintage puzzle from Kevin’s childhood that is missing ONE PIECE. There was another 1000 piece puzzle that was missing 3 pieces. I’m still scarred and bitter about those. 😠

CHALK ART: My friend does a lot of chalk art and I always loved her pictures so I started doing some in my drive way. I have zero artistic ability and basically copy hers or stuff I google. It’s fun though – especially listening to the comments of walkers passing by. It seems to make people smile and we need more of that.

SEWING: I really can’t call it a hobby because I’ve used my machine handful of times. Like a lot of people, I had grand visions of making masks and saving humanity but quickly got confused and overwhelmed lol But I have used it! I did make a few masks and I’ve repaired clothing and even Kai’s crate when it had a tear. I think I’ll get back to it this winter when I’m stuck inside because of the cold (& probably another lockdown order) or maybe try my hand at a few Christmas gifts.

COOKING: I’ve already posted several pics of my cooking experiments but I’ve been venturing more into cooking things that used to intimidate me – like breads and using my Instant Pot more.

VIRTUAL FRIEND MOVIE DATE: I’ve always watched the Christmas Hallmark movies and talked about them after with my friend Jen. But during lockdown, we started making a weekly movie date to watch the movies together. We quickly ran out of Hallmark movies and have branched out to series binges, reality shows and now circling back to Hallmark (& Netflix, Lifetime, Prime) now that it’s the holiday season again.

Speaking of – 2 thumbs up to our first holiday movie – Holidate on Netflix. 

CUTTING HAIR: And definitely not a hobby - I hate doing it - but I have learned to cut Kevin's hair lol

Have you tried anything new during *sweeps hands* all of this?